𝙄𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄-𝙇𝙖𝙣𝙙 (female reader X i-landers & grounders)

7

After the gathering, Heeseung walk back to his room and take the diary and pen in his backpack. He sigh heavily, waving the diary around while he's walking towards the lounge.

"Writing this for Y/N. You know how you called me a good leader back then when we practice together? Today, I learned that you're totally wrong again. They didn't like my leadership. I'm not doing well with leading and teaching them. Everyone have their own complaints about me and I feel frustrated. I hope you're doing well in GROUND." -Lee Heeseung(Day 2 practicing)

He put the diary down and look at his reflection on the mirror. "I look so messed up right now..." He comb his hair using his own hands and wear his beanie back.

While he's resting in the lounge, Sunghoon are searching for him. "Where's Heeseung hyung?" He asked Seon. Seon lift his head and look at Sunghoon from his bed. "Downstairs, I think, he want to be alone." Seon reply while his hands busy ruffling his hair.

Sunghoon stares at the wall and think about Heeseung's feeling. "If I'm the leader myself, I'll be very sad. Giving all my times and energy for my own team but ended up changing my own part from a good part to a one line part."

He looks worried as he could read facial expressions well and he knows Heeseung are really hurt with the current situation. "I'll comfort him tomorrow, he needs some positive and good words. I really like how he leads us but sometimes we can't satisfied all people."

Meanwhile GROUNDER..

Y/N P.O.V
Ah, this is really hard. I can't feel my legs and my chest hurts a lot. I should take a rest for a moment. I sit on the black stool and let out a big sigh. I should practice even more to climb my way up to the I-LAND back.

I miss the refreshing smells there. It's smelly and stuffy here because it's a crowded small places. They also keeps playing with their own socks and shoes. Especially Ta-ki and Jaebeom.

As I'm having my quick rest, the television suddenly let out a loud noise. Something like the sound when a dramatic scenes appears in a soap opera. What's that?

"GROUNDERs, time to submit the evaluation video." The voice said and the television showed our faces. It's a camera, they're recording. Well, I'm done. I didn't fully memorize the choreography yet.

"Are you okay? You look quite pale." Sunoo said, resting his hands on my forehead to check my condition. "You're quite burning right now, go drink some water and rest. You can do the video last." He pat my back and push my back slowly to the seat back.

"I'm okay, don't worry. Just a bit tired and maybe I'm burning because the air-conditioner here is so stuffy." I replied. I do feel like I want to throw up but I need to fight the feeling.

"Hey, I have a weak body condition too and I know so much about it. You need to calm yourself down and sit down. Or if you want to lay down, you could go to the back and I'll cover you with a chair or the mini table to make you feel more comfortable." Sunoo said.

He's telling the truth. He noticed my condition. I'm known as a weak trainee. I dance well and do everything well but one thing that's concerning me and people around me is my body and health condition.

I have bad asthma and currently relying on my inhaler. I keep it in my pocket anytime, even now too. I have fainted about 2 times a week while practicing and my body always shivering. If Heeseung is here, he will scold me again if he knows I pushed myself too hard here.

After all, I can't be the same level as him, that's why I'm trying to reach him as far as I can. He's one of the best and monster trainee. People around him always mentioned him as an ace. While me, I look like a bug sticking on his shoulder everytime.