Silas or Xavier

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He grabbed my waist from behind, telling me to stay. I couldn't resist the temptation, I stayed the rest of the night, and as we walked back to the bed, he didn't let go of my waist, I wanted him to do more. He asked me "Are you okay baby?" with his deep smooth voice. I lied and said "Yes" I kissed him like this was the last time I was going to see him, and honestly I wished it was. Deep down I knew cheating wasn't good but when I ran my fingers down his abs, I forgot.

I've been in a relationship with him for 4 years and I don't know which one to choose. Silas was your typical bad boy. Tattoos, shaggy hair, abs, and mesmerizing blue eyes, and by his name you can tell he's Greek. He has a slight drinking problem, and he can be toxic at times but I think I'm in love with him.

Xavier is everyone else's choice for me. I've been  dating him since high school. He went to another university in our hometown while I went to college in another city. Xavier is just a normal boy. He has shaggy hair as well, but not one tattoo, he's 20
so he hasn't touched a drink yet, we've been best friends for years and my mom and his mom have been friends for decades. They think we're the perfect match. I strongly disagree, he's boring in my option.

But I don't want to hurt anybody, so I can't break up with him. My mom is paying for my college tuition and if I don't marry Xavier I'm on my own. Luckily I only have one year of college left before I leave for Stanford law.

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