Kuch Dastan 2

chapter 8

Next morning.....

It was not the usual happy morning for both of them....
Thebwhole night shehnaaz had cried and just cherishing their pictures...
She had a lot of pictures of them from childhood....
Sidharth never take picture with anyone....
His all picture are with her only...
Coz she loves taking picture and he love all the thing which makes her happy...
She is crying while looking at those picture...
She wants to go to him...
But this time his words were very much hard for her to digest....
The way he acuse her....
Makes her heart bleed....
She know he loves her very much but everytime love is not enough...
He needs to understand things....
She loves him and only him...
But his words makes her thing about this relation coz without trust no relation can be successfull....
She need time....

While on the other hand...
Sidhartha fter taking out his anger on the non livings things of his room...
His eyes fall on the picture of her where she is smiling holding a big teddy which he had gift her in her 20th birthday...
When Nitya had taken this picture without her being awear....
And he had made a frame of it and put it beside his bad as everyday he wakes up his eyes fall on her face....
He take the picture and sat on the floor besode his bed resting his back on the bed...

His is only looking at the picture when a lone tear escape from his eyes and fall on the frame....
He losses his control when someone tries to come even a inch close to her...
He loves her so much and after him losing his father he starts fearing that what if she also left him....
He didn't want to leave without her....
He can't....
Till the time he have life he want to spend it with her.....
His love for her is beyond anyonce imagination....
He can't lose her....
His life depends on her....

The whole night both of them just thinking about each other...
When their thoughs were broke by the first sun rays of the morning which broke in through the curtains of the window falling on their faces....

Sidharth shurging his thoughts goes to the washroom.....
While shehnaaz also does the same....

Hoping the new morning will brings new start for their life....

As sidharth enters in the hospital...
He directly goes in the cabin of the inters as he really want to see her...
Only she can make his heart calm....

As he enter all the inters stand up from their chairs....
All look at him...
They all were fearing him...
The flases of last night is still fresh in their minds....
And the way he has beaten moksh everyone got scared of his beast side....

His eyes scarch for that site which it was craving since morning....
But not able to get that site he asked nitya who is looking at him with an angry look...
Sh- where is shehnaaz?
He askdd sternly.....
N- vo office nahi ayi hai....
She realied not interestingly....
Sh- thik hai main ghar jakar khud lake ata hu usse....
He said was about to left when her words stop him....
N- vo ghar main nahi hai... aor vo abhi office ah jayegi aap tab mil lijiye ga...
Sh- kaha hai vo.... ?
He asked nerrowing his eyes brows....
N- maine kaha nah vo ah jayegi abhi....
She said trying to hide the location....
Which makes him angry....
He banged his hand on the door and said loudly....
Sh- kaha hai vo just speak up....
N- hospital gayi hai kal apne jo kiya uske bad uska hospital jana normal hai....
She said angrily.... but she also know that now what will happen....
And that it for her he just marched out of the cabin angrily.....
His angry knows no bounds.....

On the hospital.....
Shehnaaz is sitting beside Moksh...
Who have bandages all over his body.....

S- moksh i am sorry jo bhi huwa vo nahi hona cahiye tha....
She said sadly...
She is feeling very bad for being the reason of his this state....
S- moksh i respect your feeling but main ye feeling reciprocate nahi kar sakti tum bahut ache ho lakin mare dill main shirf ek hi insan hai bachpan se maine bas ek insan se payer kiya hai jab se payer ke mayne samaj aye hai tab se bas maine sidharth se payer kiya hai...
She said and while showing the ring on her ring finger she continue...
S- aor vo mera fiance hai ham jald hi shadi karne wale hai isiliye unhone jab dekha vo sab ynhe bahut gussa ah gaya... i know he have temper issue but mare liya mari puri duniya vo hai i sorry Moksh....
She tells him all the things...
While Moksh just smile painfully...
M- i am sorry mujha bina jabe vo sab nahi karna cahiye tha and don't worry of me main jaldi hi thik bhi ho jayunga... bas sidharth sir phir se nah pit de mujhe aor tum sorry mat bolo it's okay....
Shehnaaz smile at him and said...
S-dakna bhagvan ne tumhare liya koyi achi si ladki banayi hogi jo shirf tumhare liya hogi....
M-bas vo tum jaisi ho....
He said with a smile....
She just smile in return and bid bye to him....

As she comes out of the hospital....
Her eyes landed on the person standing their...
He is non other then sidharth who is standing there fisting his hand...
Looking angry...
She look at him while he just come near her holding her hand he take her to the car...
As both took their sits he starts driving harshly....
While shehnaaz gets scared of the speed....
S- sidharth kaya kar rahe hai plzz slow down the speed plzz sidharth slow down the speed...
She starts pleading him but his is beahaving like a deaf....
Shehnaaz starts panicking looking at the speed....
Starts requesting him while crying....
No matter what happen but he can't see her crying...
He slow down the speed while she take a deep breath....
He stop the car in the side of the road and comes out of the car banging the door...
While she also comes put....

S- sidharth ye kaya kar rahe hai aap...
She speaks being totally anoyyed...
Sh-kaya kar raha hu ham main kaya kar raha hu....
Tum kaya kar rahi ho.... aaj uss ladke ke pass chali gayi cahti kaya ho han agar itna hi pasand hai vo to bol do hat jayunga main tum dono ke rashte se....
He speaks harshly....
Shehnaaz look at him with a painful eyes...
This time she control her tears and hold him arms making him look at her....
S- sorry bolne gayi thi kayuki mare fiance ne uske sath bina kuch soche hi bahut kuch kar diya tha.... usse pata nahi tha ki ham dono ke bich ek rishta hai.... aor main usse ye clearly bolne gayi thi ki main usske bare main koyi alag feeling nahi rakti... usse samjhane gayi thi ki ye sab thoughts apne dimag se nikal de kayuki main shirf aapse payer karti hu...
Her words were claming down his anger...
With her each words he is finding his peace...
When she continue....
S- par shayad aapko mera payer dikhta hi nahi hai har chiz bas apki marji se ki hai mainne hamesha isiliya nahi ki aap cahte hai isiliye kayuki payer karti hi apse... khud se jayada cahti hu apko... par shayad aapko ye sab samaj hi nahi aya kabhi nahi to itni bar aap mujhpar sawal nahi uthate... aapko biswas hi nahi hai mujh par mare payer par aor jaha biswas nahi hota hai waha payer bhi nahi hota hai.....
Her last words stab in his heart...
With each word of him realization hit him hard...
How can he just question her love for him when he know that she loves him so much from childhood even doing before a small thing she used to ask him for her he is her world than how the hell he can question her....

He look at her... her face is showing pain....
He was about to hold her when she take a step back....
Making him froze in his place she never does this....
Sh- Misty....
He just whisper....
S- nahi sidharth bas ho gaya main bar bar apne payer par sawal uthte nahi dak sakti... main ye rishta nahi thod sakti kayuki apke bina nahi rahna mujha.. duniya hai aap mari par jab taq aap mujhpe trust karna nahi sikh jate apne gusse ko control karna nahi sikh jate tab taq aap ke pas nahi aungi kayuki aab agar phir se mare payer pe sawal uthte to shayad apke payer par se mera biswas uth jayega....
She speaks all this with lot of difficulty...
Sidharth becomes forezen with her each words... his bearth is getting stuck...
He can't breath....
Sh- Misty plzz don't say this... you...
Before he could say she said....
S- aap agar mujse thoda sa bhi payer karte hai to abhi aap kuch bhi nahi bolenga aor chup chap office chorenga mujha main nahi cahiti kisi ko kuch pata chale aor apke bare main koyi galat soche....
Chaliye...
Saying she just sat on the car while he can't deny him and sat on the car starts driving...

She is trying hard to control herself from brusting into tears and turns her face towards window....
While he kept stealing glances of her...
Looking at her with longingness....

Thuddd
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Yours writer
Anika....