Kuch Dastan 2

chapter 10

Shehnaaz's heart is beating fast in fear....

She looked at his face which is showing his anger....
She didn't even know the reason..

Seeing his only in his blank face with no expression scared her and now looking at him being angry she is just scared......

She is lost in thinking way out of it
When the car stopped....

She come out of her thoughts abd looks at the place.....

She is in Siddique haveli....
Looking at the place she takes a deep breath....

But soon her breath got stuck when the door of hsr side got opened by him....

He just hold her hand and pulls her out of the car....
While she just follow him not wanting to make him more angry....

He without saying a word directly taker to the third floor....

Her heart is beating more fast....

He directly takes her to their and left her hand while she loosing his hold suddenly not able to balance herself fall on the couch...

He didn't notice that...
While she with a little difficulty sat on the couch.....

She is not understanding what is happening....

S- sidharth....
She just whisper with a broken voive....

When his eyes land on her.....
He just looked at her with his blood red eyes...

Her dupatta is long gone from her head and is now lossely hanging on his shoulder....

She just punched the wall near him making her flinch....
Sh- you are my wife.... dam it.... you are mine....
He said in his dangerous voice...
While she got more scared looking at him her eyes starts teared up....

When his eyes went on her....
Looking at her eyes...
Which is having tears while she is shivering a little bit....
Her eyes have fear....

Fear from him...

Suddenly his mind just get black looking at her....
And the way her eyes depict fear and that also from him...
Makes his heart feel a pain....

Sh-shehnaaz....
Talking his name slowly he take step towards her but she gets up from couch and starts to take back steps....
Making him feel bad....

He with taking to long step hold her ellbow andput her to him...
While she banged on his chest....
Her hair with now messy while some hair were on her face....
Her pink lips were trembling....

His hold on her ellbow is so tight it starts to pain....
Fresh Tear drop fall from her eyes....

When he with the other hand wipe the tear and crashed his lips over hers....
Making her clutch the colour of her kurta more tightly....

His mind and heart is not in his control anymore....
He is just doing what will remove the thought that someone have lay their eyes on his wife...
He just want to show that she is his....

Only he have the right on her....

The kiss is not showing any love...
It is only about possessiveness and his anger and his showing his right on her....

He don't share even the smallest thing that belongs to him and she is his wife....

Her breath starts getting uneven...
And she starts pushing him putting her plam over his chest....

He getting irritated left her lips and put his face in the crock of her neck removing the dupatta with one strock...
Making her numb ather place....

Unable to take this she just closed her eyes tightly and a tear drop fall from the corner of her eyes....

He is not in his sense to even think about it... 

He just lift her up while holding her waist and take her to the bed....

She know where this is going...
Her body felt weak ...
S- sidharth...
She tried to call him but he was not in sense to listen anything....

And there everything happen and she can't do anything....

She doing have that much strength to stop him....
And how can she stop him after all he is her husband but her mind and heart just have one question...

He didn't even asked for her consent....

She don't know what she should feel.. .
She is numb....
She do know that one day this is gonna happen....
It is natural but....
She never imagined it being this way....
She know it is not wrong.....
He is her husband....
But still her heart cries with the thought that he didn't ask her about her concent.....
Whether she is okay with it or not....

His mind is not having the thought of what he have just done...
He just hold her possessively and keeping his face on the crock of her neck sleep took over him...
Not knowing that his deeds have caused a big effect in her poor heart....

A tear drop fall from the corner of her eyes....

Being tired of all this her eyes automaticaly get closed and sleep took over her....

She don't know what next morning hold for her.....

Next morning....
Shehnaaz weaks up early....
As she have hardly slept for 3 or 4 hours...
She just weaks up sweating as a man twice of her weight is laying half over her....

She with a lot of difficulty comes out of his hold and with more difficulty went to the washroom....
Her whole body is acheing....

She sat on the floor while hot water is running all through her body....
Her tears were mixed with water....

After one hour which feels like few minute she come out of the washroom...
Wearing a simple salwar kamiz with her head totally convered...

She put the prayer mat in the floor and sat on it....
Doing her morning prayers...

She don't know what is written in her life next...
Suddenly she felt herself too alone in this world...
The absense of her parents started to make her more gloomy....

She pray to her Allah to give her strength...

After prayers she went down....

No matter what happen she can't just let everyone know this she is the badi bahu of this house she have responsibilities which she will fulfill...

She know today is Dua's first day in the house and last night also she wasnot there to welcome her....

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Yours writer
Anika.....