Kuch Dastan 2

chapter 7

Sidharth....
Sidharth....
Please open the door for god sake....
Sidharth...
Shehnaaz kept yelling for him to open the door...
But he didn't response....
Shehnaaz after not getting any other option goes to garima ji....

S- maa mujha sidharth ke room ke spare keys dijiye jaldi....
She is looking so tensed....
G- kaya huwa bacha vo thik hai na...
Garima ji's heart is beating fastly....
S- maa aap tension mat li jiye main dakti hu please....
Her words though calm her a little she know that only this girl had the power to heal her son with her immense love...
Garima ji give her the keys of his room...

Shehnaaz again run towards his room....
She open the door and the sight infront of her make her heart fearful....
The whole room is dark lights were switched off... Even the sun light are not coming in the room coz of the huge curtains covering the windows....

Shehnaaz enter inside the room with slow steps...
She took few step and she feel a sharp pain in her feet something just cut her feet as if any glass pinch in her feet....
But she didn't wonder about her pain what she really care about him...
She can feel him near her but coz of darkness she can't see anything...
She always scares of darkness but this moment the thing matter to her in him...

She with lot of diffeculty reach near a window.. 
And pull the curtain to help some light to enter in the room....

As soon as the sun light comes in the room his face got visible for her...
The light is helping her to only saw his face...
He is sitting on the floor near bed all messed up his state is making her afraid... His eyes were red tearful...
This men who always wear a cold expression less mask is crying...
As soon the light fall on his face he shut his eyes...
S- sidharth.....
She whisper...
Sh- kayu ayi ho yaha kayu chali nahi jati mari life se just go just go away...
He yelled on her but this time his yelling didn't effect her only thing effecting her is his state...
She go close to him and sat beside him try to touch his face...
But he jerk her hand and again yelled...
Sh- i said just go away from me and my life, andhare ki addat mujha kuch pal ki roshni mat bano mari life ki jab tumhe sachayi pata chalegi to tum bhi chali jaogi phir se andhare main rah jayunga roshni ki addat mat dilao mujha plzz jao....
His word is defining his pain...
He is so much in pain...
His situation making her heart bleed... 
S- sidharth plzz look at me main kahi nahi jayungi aapko chor kar plzz calm down....
She spoke so softly while tears were rolling down from her eyes....
Sh- kaya janti ho tum mare life ke bare main han kuch janti bhi ho to kaise kah rahi ho rahogi mare sath jab janogi na tab tum bhi sabki tarah chor kar chali jayogi.....
He said in his loud voice he is trying to hide his pain behind his loud voice....
But the pain is not hiding from her...
S- nahi jayungi sidharth kabhi nahi jayungi plzz calm down plzz...
Said while hold his arm....
Sidharth again jerk her hand and gets up from his place...
He without saying anything starts searching something...
S- sidharth kaya kar rahe hai... Sidharth...
She tries to get up from her place but feels immense pain in her feet...
When suddenly sidharth comes towards her sat facing her while she look at him with so much innocence in her eyes
Sidharth forward her his phone....
Sh- dakho ye dakho....
Saying he make her saw some article...
Taking the phone from him she starts reading the articles...
While reading her expression changed...
Seeing her changing expression he left a painful chuckle....
Sh- kaha tah na jab janogi tab tum bhi chor kar chali koyi nahi rahge mare sath sab judge karenga tum bhi chali jayogi aab... 
Saying he turn and stand a little away from her....
Tears roll down from both of their eyes....

Sidharth didn't want her to judge him...
He had saw respect for him in her eyes he didn't want her eyes to change he want her with him always but now things were totally different.....
His heart is feeling pain.....