⚠️not exactly sure what the trigger warning are for this chapter, so tell me in the comments please, basically just presume it's a mix of all of the previous trigger warning I've given you guys⚠️
I slowly opened the door to the Casita, bracing myself for what was about to happen. Mami was thundering, I'm pretty sure everyone in Australia could hear her.
"CAMILO MADRIGAL, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN. I HAVE BEEN WORRIED SICK. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME AGES AGO. YOU COULD HAVE DIED FOR ALL WE KNOW. YOU ARE IN DEAP TROUBLE FOR WHAT YOU SAID TO ABUELA. AND WHY, WHY DO YOU SMELL LIKE SMOKE?" Ok I knew I was going to get on trouble, but I didn't expect it to be this bad. I deserve it though, my gift is useless, I'm useless, and I can't even keep my familia happy with me.
"Camilo, you smelled like smoke yesterday when you came in as well, you said it was because of a fire, but I checked and no one was having a campfire yesterday. Were you smoking?" Papi stated. This earned a gasp from everyone, everyone huddled around into the entrance way so they could see me suffer. How was I going to get away with this one?
"The thing is," I started, but shortly stopped, I could see the pain in my Mami's eyes, the pain that I had caused her.
"Why?" Was all she asked me.
"I'm never good enough for anyone, I'm completely useless, I don't deserve any of your guy's love, I'm a terrible person. I don't even know who I am anymore, smoking made me feel better, I took all of my stress away from me and all of my worries. I'm really sorry for being an even bigger burden than I already am," and with that I ran upstairs, locking my door behind me, I collapsed onto the floor and cried, I cried till my eyes hurt like hell. I could hear my familia trying to open my door but I ignored then, they shouldn't waste their breath on me, I'm not worth it.
The next thing I hear is the cracking of wood, holy shit, I turn around and see Luisa sheepishly picking up the pieces of my broken door. I brace myself ready for being told off, but it doesn't come, they all, including Abuela, I know right, shock horror, give me a massive hug,
"Listen Mijo, we all love you unconditionally and that will never change, you are not useless. Please promise to never do this again," for the fist time in a while I actually felt happy, I felt loved. That's why I knew I wasn't lying when I said.
"I promise."
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Camilo Angst (Cos there isn't enough out there)
FanficMassive TW in this book, will put them at the start of chapters as well. If you don't like this type of thing, you can read my other book, he hides behind his smile. Includes: Eating disorders Self Harm Smoking Drinking And any other kind of things...
