Feeling the blade against my skin
Cutting the beauty out of it
Seeing the blood is so satisfying
If I could I would splatter my blood
All over my room
Voices inside me head
Tells me it is time
Fighting the urge
But it's getting hard
I'm about to give in
No one will ever help me
The voice screaming in my head
Everyone will always see you as a monster
You are so fucking hard to love
Your hiding a big deadly hurricane inside your head
You think you have things under control
But baby let me tell you that you're about to explode
If you were dead people are gonna wish
That they have believed you
They have shamed for your mental health
Saying that it's your fault
When you needed to be loved
They were all your judge
They refuse to fucking understand
They made you hate yourself
Showing you who you truly are
Something that you can't change
Why stay alive if you have no one left on your side
They left you running for their lives
You can't no longer pretend your pain away
Your pain is so satisfying
I'm feeding off of it
Oh Michi you already know
What kind of a person you truly are
Your pain is spreading like a cancer
It's getting to much isn't it?
Admit it
You want to die
You tried to survive in this fucking world
No one believes in you
You might as well leave this world
Everyone says that you're a liar
Thinking you are doing things for attention
They don't know shit that happens behind closed doors
The raging fire you feel inside
It's all because of you
You are more dangerous than a flu
More than any diseases in this world
The more you try to fight it
You're gonna give in
Pretty soon
No pills
No therapy
No one will save you
It's already to late
You're gonna be dead soon
Oh your pain is so satisfying
Can't wait until you come to hell
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VERY dark POEMS
Horror⚠️WARNING⚠️: Please do not read if you're easily triggered. These poems is very graphic and very triggering. This is a coping skill.
