You Lose!

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Again left alone?
You lose!

Again abandoned?
You deserved standing alone!

Again blamed for the faults you never committed?
Oh, that's your ship to sink!

Again feeling to cry but cannot?
Oh, your courage! lucifer gonna Praise you.

Her inner self screamed for her own mercy for her own attention for her own care

You were always a looser
Just cared about others ignoring own tears
Keeping a fake smile
Claiming to help others out when all you yourself was a mess a shattered mess

Ever tried to look where is this drowning leading?
Ever wondered how wounded you were?

The lips twitched upward t show a blur rainbow beam
All heart carried were loads of self-blaming, loneliness, and the urge to sleep forever

Just once stop looking for arms that could elope you and
the first day in haven appear just in a snap

You lose
the day you acted to be strong

You lose when you smiled hiding the scars

Run Loser run to the top hills and inhale, inhale as much as you can
and just once

Let the ears echo with the shirk of your cry
Pour it out once for once if you can

cause keeping it inside is making me loose!

But I know at last You Can't


- said her heart

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