Caged

(Chapter 12) Regret pt 2

Chapter 12 - Regrets Pt. 2

-Ashley POV-​
Darkness and peace was what I was experiencing. I was finally going to be able to be with my mother. I was finally going to be happy.
-Diggy POV-
My head was racing I can't believe she could be carrying my first child. Her perfect chocolate skin and my light complexion would make a beautiful caramel baby, but that's not what I'm ready for. I have feelings for this girl which are not understood.
​ I speed on the freeway so I can hurry up and find out the news. I can't help but to constantly feel as if something's wrong. The vibe I am getting the feeling that's taking control of my body isn't right. I speed faster not caring if the police stop me. Somethings not right at this moment. I make it home, but the atmosphere stills feels wrong. Something happened.
"Ashley!"
"Ashley!"
"Ashley!"
"Girl stop playing come out!" Where the fuck you at stop playing with me and come take this damn test. My heart feels distant.
I was starting to worry. I sprinted up the stairs and ran into the room. She wasn't there. I checked the bathroom, the closets, and the guest room. She was not in any of those rooms. This girl is pissing me off. How could she run off after asking me if I used a condom? Would she run away with my seed possibly in her? Nobody told her dumb ass to get fucking pregnant. Nobody wants a child right now dumb whore. I truly hope she isn't on that fuck shit. I went back downstairs and into the kitchen.
"What the fuck!"
"Ashley, what the fuck is wrong with you?"
She was lying on the kitchen floor, her arm bleeding profusely from the deep jagged gash she carved into her arm. Man she can't do this to me. I cried out to her
"Ashley!"
She can't do this to the baby that possibly growing in her stomach. I wipe my face and take a deep breath. Her breathing is shallow but steady. I have to stop the bleeding. I took my shirt off, ripped a strip of my shirt, and tied a tourniquet around her to stop the bleeding. I pick her up and throw her in the front seat of my car and speed to Northwestern Memorial Hospital. I knew that this might not have been the best ideal but I couldn't do anything for her, she needs medical attention, I pray that she cannot speak or that she keeps her fucking mouth closed.
"Stupid hoe. Why the fuck would you do some stupid shit like this? You got so much to live for. You could have my fucking child in you! And you're willing to die. Is your pathetic life that sorry that a gift from God you're willing to kill!" I was angry taking all my frustration out on her soon to be corpse. I knew of nothing that was going on.

We get to the hospital and I come to an untimely stop I grab her in my arm and take her inside.
Diggy- "Someone help!"
A nurse came and asked, "What happened?"
Diggy- "She tried to commit suicide, obviously you dumb bitch. Help her before she dies and I lose the last part of me."
The nurse takes her and rushes her to a room, two hours have passed and I'm still left in the dark. I don't know if she's dead or alive or if the cops will be coming for me. I start to lose it in the waiting room.
Diggy - "Why aren't I getting answers, what's got on?"
The nurse came out...
Nurse- "She's going to be fine, sir. You can stop worrying she hit a vein which is what caused the heavy bleeding. We were able to stop it and save her. You found her in a nick of time, but we would have to keep her for 48 hours on suicide watch plus she's still unconscious. She had to get stitches in her arm to close the cut. But there's nothing major for you to worry about. The baby is fine too sir, if you were wondering."
**My world froze. Things aren't getting better at all. I wanted her to not be pregnant she not stable enough for this.**
"May I go see her?"
Nurse- "Yes, you can sit, but please don't disturb her."
Diggy-"I'll be quiet, I'm not leaving her side."

-She took me to the back room-
Diggy-"Excuse me nurse, could you find out how far she is?"

Nurse- "Hmmm, so you think the suicide is led to kill another man's baby so she wouldn't have to tell you she cheated?"

Diggy-"Ya know you should mind your own business, and stick to your job. Before I report you."
Nurse- "Damn I'm sorry the doctor will be in, in a minute to answer all your questions..."
I waited, 30 minutes later, in comes the doctor.
Doctor- "Umm Ms. "John Doe" lost a lot of blood, we had to do a transfusion. She's also 5 weeks pregnant. Is this a shocker for you?"
Diggy-"No."
Doctor- "Can you gives us a name for her."
I stand up and hand the doctor 10,000 in cash.
Diggy- "Let's just act as if none of this happened okay will walk out of her and you know nothing okay?"
Doctor- "Yes, yes, it's a deal. You were never seen."
Diggy's- "Discharge her now, I can watch her at home."

The doctor gives me meds for her and false documents to sign. We disappeared into thin air, as if we were never there.
**Diggy talking to Ashley**
Dumb hoe you really tried to kill your fucking self. The fuck, I told you not do anything stupid. Stupid bitch. Then your damn doctor want to come in and say that your 5 weeks fucking pregnant. FUCK!! I can't deal with this. I don't know how to feel or what to make of this.
I guess he was to hurt to say anything else. He knew that he was the cause of all this. The rest of the ride was silent.
20 minutes later
I take her in the house and give her a shot of ibuprofen to stop the pain.
Her facial expressions and moans hurt me to hear. Even though I should have left her in pain, all I could think about was the kid, that was gonna be here soon.
I kissed her forehead.
Diggy- "Get some sleep."
I left her room and locked the door. I didn't want her to try anything else.
-Calling Khalil-
Khalil- "Sup homie."
Diggy- "Remember that problem I told you about earlier?"
Khalil- "Yea, you said you had a lot in your plate."
Diggy- "Ashley pregnant and she tried to kill herself...Man it's been a long day. I just left the hospital.
Khalil- "So it was you with her at the hospital?"
Diggy- "Wait, what you mean, Khalil? You saw me, why were you in the hospital?"
Khalil - "Well I tapped her friend's phone line. And someone called, and said that the missing girl was at Northwest Memorial Hospital, but she left with a guy. She gave your license plate number."
Diggy- "Khalil, what are you trying to say?"
Khalil- "I'm trying to say that she knows and she coming for you...and she won't stop till she get answers."
Diggy- "Khalil get rid of her...."