Five years after the graduation ceremony, we will finally meet in almost original number. Two months in advance, I was looking forward to the meeting as a child. When I found that possible participation was confirmed by one person who was still very important to me, I was in seventh heaven. I haven't seen him such a long time. What will he look like, what will he wear, will he notice me, will he greet me, how will he look? These and other similar questions crossed my mind. Since then, I have been unable to think of anything else, only to enjoy the evening properly. I always had a strange feeling when I thought of him. I haven't given him much thoughts lately, because we've been talking for a long time and I've also met my second great love, the boy I've been with for six years. It is said that the first love lasts forever. I believe that fact now. He was my first great love in the sense that I fell in love totally with him. It held me for almost three years. Unfortunately, my feelings were not reciprocated in the way I wished from the bottom of my heart, and so my love for him declined and declined. After Iveta wrote on Facebook that he confirmed the possible participation, it started again. I think of him, even if I don't have. What happens when I see him?
Of course, he doesn't think of me that way. He must have completely forgotten about me. He forgot that I existed, because since I haven't received a single SMS from him. I deleted his number from my cell phone. He forgot how my friends told him I was crazy about him. He forgot how I looked at him, how I smiled at him, how I talked to him. Just about everything. Or not?
Sentimental mood and return to my sad and sighed diary, with which I moved a few years back to experienced my love and disappointment again, helped me to think of him. How foolish and stupid I was then. Maybe if I wasn't so ashamed and scared, everything could have turned out differently. And what I fit turned out anyway? I'll never know that. I can only hope and expect something to happen today. But why am I expecting anything?
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Meeting after 5 years
Short StoryEnglish version of Setkání po 5 letech What precedes the meeting: In high school, the girl falls in love with her classmate, but she does not have the courage to express her feelings to him because she is afraid of rejection. Her friends will do it...
