HER

Chapter Three

WARNING: THE FIRST PART OF THIS CHAPTER INVOLVES ORPHAN THE MOVIE SPOILERS!

We just finished having dinner and we're just watching orphan movie in netflix now.

"Ay putangina!" Liz hides at my hoodie.

I just laughed.

"Puta~ Mommy, please pick me up. I'm scared!" Gaeul said that made us all laugh.

"Fuck," I whispered when the part where Esther and Kate where fighting together at the snow and the water.

"Don't pick it up, Kid!~" Yujin warned the kid.

"Mamaaaa!~" Wonyoung yelled.

"FUTA!" Leeseo commented.

We all felt relief when the movie ended.

We cleaned the living room where we ate and watched so we can head to bed.

"Hoy, labas lang kami." Paalam ko sakanila.

Liz wores her hoodie.

"Yeah, go ahead. Ingat kayo." Wonyoung said.

We nodded.

"It's full moon tonight." I said.

"The skies looks lonely with just the clouds with it." She said.

"It's missing the stars... the moon won't ever be complete without its stars."

"Lalo na without its sun that gave it its light to the moon to gave lights when night here." I added.

Sol is gone and Luna is there for Terra.

Luna won't be ever complete without its Sol that gave its light to serves lights to the dark Terra at night.

I hope I'm also the Sol in you, Liz. Because you are the Sol that made my Luna felt complete. But just like Luna to Terra at night.. I'm just an instrument to give you some of my light for you to give Terra some of the light I gave you.

But what's wrong is I gave you all of my light that me myself couldn't even shine now without you. And the same thing with you and Terra.

I'm Sol, you are Luna, and her Terra.

"It's beautiful.." she said.

I looked at her. "Yes, it is."

"Gago, bat ka sakin nakatingin?"

"Beh, I'm not." I laughed.

"Do you want to grab some ice creams?" She asked.

"Yeah, may nakita akong 7/11 dun." I pointed at it.

She slapped my hand. "Gago, bawal magturo-turo."

"Oo na!"

We picked our ice creams and she payed for it.

I looked outside.

"It's beautiful but it felt lonely. Isn't it, Rei?"

I glance at her.

"It is."

It is, Liz.

"Who are you close the most in the new five?" I asked.

"Chaeryeong. She looks like-"

I cutted her off, "Terra?"

She nodded.

"Do you miss her?" I asked.

"I don't know. But what I only know is it isn't her anymore. She was never her."

"You do miss her." It was supposed to just stay in my mind. But why- :D

"You're questioning yourself, you obviouslly do. When you started questioning it, you already do. Tsaka bakit ka pa naman maguguluhan kung alam mo na, 'di ba?"

"You're right but sometimes we will really question the desicions we make, right? And love is one of those." She said.

"You know what? Since it's been years na naman since wala siya sasabihin ko na sayo kung anong nangyari."

I remained silent while looking far.

"I didn't love her. Wala naman ding naging kami."

I looked at her this time.

"Lahat ng yun nangyari because she offered na we should try but there's nothing between us. We didn't enter a relationship but it more likely landian lang. She also confess to me that night and sabi niya pa okay lang kahit hindi ako mafall sa loob ng yun. I disagree at first but she insisted."

"I like someone that time and now maybe it's already love. That like made me commit on that."

"While we're on that.. my feelings for her deepens as well as Terra's feelings for me." She explained.

Is the her she's talking is the someone she likes or she loves now?

I want to be that her she's talking about. To be loved by a Kim Jiwon, argh heaven, a dream.

"You want to know who's her I'm talking about?"

"It's on you. I respect your desicions, you know."

"That Her is you, Rei." she confessed-

What did she just-?

I looked at her.

"What?" I asked while I know my cheeks are blushing as hell.

"I love you because you are her."

"I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. I confessed because I think it's already time to get out of my shell. Everything is fine already, Rei. Ikaw na lang ang kulang.."

Tugon, Rei.. tugon.

"Huh? So in those time you're with her.. I'm hurting myself?" I laughed.

"The pain that cause me made me broken into pieces. I tried fixing myself but I always fail and I think you're the only one who can fix this broken heart, Liz."

She smiled.

"Okay na lahat.. ikaw na lang yung aayusin ko."

"Tulungan mo 'kong ayusin 'to.. ng magkasama tayo."

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A short chapter since I can't handle the confession part HAHAHAHHA. Let's just see eachother at the next chapters!!

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