she's sitting down
watching these images scrolling
her eyes are always open
she don't let herself blink
she's alone in this room
with this movie in front of her
nobody is here to see it with her
nobody's interesting
she always wanted to be the main character of it
but she never had this chance
she tried but she couldn't make it
so she's destined to be the only watcher
the more time passes,
the more she hates the movie
she finds it boring, disgusting and exhausting
and she just want to hit the director
but she can't leave the room
the doors are closed
she don't know who closed the doors
but she can't escape this movie
so she stay sit down
in front of these images
without knowing that this movie
is her life
february, 18th 2022.
-el :)
