Sean's P.O.V
I woke up with Renny in my arms I kissed the back of her neck. She was extremely beautiful but, I was cheating on her. I dont know why I am. I guess its because I just dont wanted to be commited to just one girl. I like options and I have different varieties. But what I couldnt anwser is when I looked at Renny she had everything I wanted in any girl. She was perfect for me.. my phone rung and I hurried up and answered it. "Hey baby", I said as I wiped my eyes. "Hey daddy can you come over and take care of me, I want to go to the beach so bring some swimming attire baby ", she said sounding sexy as hell. "Hell yeah im on my way alright babe", I said. She said okay and I hung up and slowly got up so Renny wouldnt wake up and ask me where I was going. I hurried up and hopped in the shower, brushed my teeth, and brush my hair. I put on a white T-shirt, jeans and some jordans.I brought my swimming trunks and I went and got some condoms from the bottom of my dresser because if she saw that I more that half of my condoms gone shes going to know that I've been cheating. I walked downstairs slowly wrote a note telling Renny that ill be back before dinner and left.
I got into my Aston Martin and drove to Demetrias house. I met her at a club when I was on tour. She was looking fine and I told her and then we had a good time together the same night. She layed back and chill and I like that about her. Actually shes kinda different from any other girl I just pick up. I actually care about her and I have feelings for her. But, everytime I think of Demetria I seemed to think of how I got a wifey at home that loves me and shes faithful, and she just treats me right so I feel guilty. But, I should cheating is wrong. I dont even want to think of the things that could happen if she found out I was cheating. I sighed and pulled up at Metria's house. I wasnt completly sure if we were going to have sex or not I just wanted to make sure though. When I got there I rung the doorbell and soon she came. I kissed her gently and she let me inside. She was in her swiming suit it was blue with sequins on it. I smacked her ass and changed into my swimming shorts and put on my Raybands. We left out and got into her car and drove to the beach. When we got there I felt even worse because, this is the beach that me and Renny used to go to all the time.. well at least when I wasnt famous..and when I wasnt a cheater. We shared so many memories at this beach. Its like I could feel her prescene still here. We got out the car and she held my hand. I aint really want to hold her hand because, number one if paparazzi catch us Im going to get fucked up nd two because no matter how much I liked her she could never be Renny. But I aint see nobody the beach was completely empty. She had towels in her purse and she layed them down on sand. I sat next to her and she kissed me. I rolled over on top of her and kissed her neck. I was really starting to like her but, I dont love her. I remember when I was in the studio I said somethings about Renny but I didnt mean it. I do love her a lot but... man I dont know. All I heard was a Click and I saw a flash and looked up to see a man with a camera. I hurried up and got up.
"Yo what the fuck you doing man", I said getting pissed off. He looked at me then Demetria, laughed and said "Can't wait for Rennys reaction to this", he said as he ran away. I was about to chase his ass for his camera but he got away to fast. I put my head down and Demetria took me home. Before I gotout the car she touched my hand and said "Dont worry". I just shook my head I mean fuck that I was going to lose the girl I've ever loved. It was still in the morning and I know she would find out today. I went in the house and saw her on the couch watching tv. She turned and smiled at me "Hey baby where you been I missed you",she said looking so innocent. "Um.. I was at the studio today thats all", I said as I sat next to her. I kissed her and put my hands around her as she sat on my lap. I held her close because I never felt right with Demi but with Renny there was a spark and we had chemistry. "I love you", I said as I looked at her. She blushed and said "Baby I love you", she said but stopped looking back at the tv. TMZ was on and when I looked up at the tv there was me and Demi right at the beach kissing on the tv screen. On the tv it said .. WOW BIG SEAN THE CHEATER NOW ON HIS ANNIVERSARY TOO?!..HOW COULD HE CHEAT ON RENNY DOES HE STILL LOVE HER? Then they start talking and a lot of them said that the kiss looked like we had feelings for each other. Some of them said they have seen me before with Demi. I forgot about our anniversay ive been so busy but when i looked at the table filled with candles and my favorite food and some white wine I felt horrible because I knew that she took hours to make this. She probably been up all day. Renny was speechless she she just turned to look at me with tears in her eyes and she got up. I couldnt even look at her. She looked at her finger and took off her engagement ring and threw it at me. "Im done", she said with so much anger. "No baby please", I said begging her as she started to pack her things. "I love you babe I just cant lose you", I said looking at her cry. Through all her tears and sniffling all I heard was " I-I loved you too Sean", she said. I really had hurt her. I never meant to because I honestly did love her. She was my best friend and my girl. She was my everything....
I fucked up...
