2 months after the break up
Sean's P.O.V
I woke up with a bottle of Rozay, three packs of molly beside me along with four bitches in my bed. Ever since me and Renny broke up I aint been the same. I aint have her support no more and honestly I did need you her. You know like they say, you never appreciate something until its gone. Thats how I felt about Renny she just got her own record label called Pretty Girl Gang about a month ago and now their on tours. I proud to see my baby working hard and being indepenedent. That one of my reasons why I loved her. She didnt need a man to buy her things and take care of her. She paid her own bills, bought everything she wore, and she was a young woman who could stand on her two feet. Now I noticed im not independent myself. I need one thing and without it I was a mess. I need my girl to come back home. I aint never like this. Im always drunk and high. Im always having sex. Like this week I had sex ten times with eleven different girls. Demetria left me for some doctor and I havent heard from her ever since I finally bought her a all white Maybach. I woke them bitches up and told them they had to bounce. So, they got up and walked out the door and I went upstairs and called Wiz. It rung about three times and then he answered.
"Wussup", he said he said yawning.
"Aye I need to come over", I said.
"Oh, damn i forgot you was coming over can we like postpone that shit or something?"
"I guess mann.. Ima just go over Drake iight", I said.
Suddenly hit sounded like he wasnt tired anymore and he sounded nevous and said "NO YOU CANT..HES BUSY".
"Um.. okay thats cool with me I just want to stop by", I said.
"No Sean you cant", he said almost yelling.
"Nigga whatever bro im going so bye", I said hanging up on him.
I got up and started getting dressed. I threw on a wife beater and some jeans and threw on some Jordans then I was gone.
While I was on my way to Drake house I pulled out my phone and went on twitter. I saw that Renny just made a tweet.
@Rennelli- My day started off very well until I had a whole bunch of niggas tryna holla at me like forreal yall need to SWERVE... Its iight doe I got somebody who aint scared to protect me My clique #PGG & my DrizBear ;) Luv yall tho
I missed her like crazy, but who tf was DrizBear?! I just wish I could see her and tell her how much I love her and miss her. After I got famous we didnt do the things we were able to because, I was always at tours and working in the studio. I left her by herself and abandoned her. Now that was the biggest mistake of my entire life. I got to Drakes house and pulled in the drive way. I needed his help cuz I wanted Renny back and I wanted to know if he could help me. I got out the car and walked to the doorway and knocked on the door.
"Im coming", I head a woman say.
Well damn my nigga getting hoes like a motherfucka. I laughed at the thought until I saw who opened the door. It was Renny and In a red robe hooked onto Drake's hips as he kissed her. He turned around and noticed it was me. Renny looked down because I guess she was still angry at me and she justed walked away. "So thats how it if Drake", I said sounding mad as fuck. He looked at me with a I dont really give a fuck expression and said "Listen, you didnt treat her right, so I will because she deserves it and you know it". He was right she did and I didnt treat her right but, It still aint make it right that one of my bestfriend". I sighed "Can I just come in we got some things to talk about anyway". He looked at me for a few seconds and let me in. I walked in and saw Renny bra and underwear on the couch and a opened condom rapper sitting on the floor. "My bad man he picked up the condom wrapper and threw Rennys clothes in a dirty clothes bin. Renny came downstairs and was eating a granola bar and kissed Drake. I was so fucking pissed. I grabbed a chair cuz id be damned if I sat on that couch. Drake and Renny sat down on the couch and Renny was hugged up on him like she didnt even know I was still there. I rememeber when we did stuff like this maybe a year ago,maybe even two. But that was the problem I was wrong and I just came to my senses we broke up two months ago but we had not spent time with eachother for more than a year because I was too busy on tours, parties, award shows and I never invited her to come. I let her stay home by herself. All those anniversary I cancelled or just didnt show up on the times we were supposed to spent time together. I bet I really disappointed her all those times. She was like my bestfriend and now I lost that and her being my fiance. "So whats up man", Drake said interupting my thoughts. "I was thinking maybe you, me, and Renny should make a track together, I think that shit would be a hit. Renny looked at me with sympathy while Drake was looking at his phone for a sec. She knew the only reason I wanted to make a track with her is because I havent seen her and I missed her. She shook her head and mouthed to me "I trusted you" she mouthed and she looked down. I closed my eyes and I aint never felt like this but, I think I wanted to cry. I wanted to kiss her and make love to her like we used to. "Yeah that sounds good tho Sean", Drake said looking up from his phone. "It does I wanna wrote the song though", she said with her angelic voice and a smile. "iight thats cool you can like the chours and your part cuz you know you cant rap like me. I want some of my girls from my record label to be in it to though. "iight like who", I said.
"I was thinking Lucci Vee", shes good.
"Yea she is iight thats cool", i said. She looked at me with no emotion and said "iight?! Is you mad cuz Pretty girl gang might just be better than G.O.O.D music?". "Cuz thats what im thinking", she said. I just laughed it off "So you think that your label could get good artist like Me, 2 chainz, and Kanye all put together?.. right..". I think I said a little to much because she go up from Drake and looked mad asf. "Nigga at least I didnt need help from a bitch to get me through the fucking industry and you talking bout somebody else record label when they signed you, I signed my damn self in this industry without yo dam help and while you talking shit while you sittin over there thinkin you the shit the concerts and all that other shit you do.. you think you get all yo fucking money?!... Hell no more than half of the money you supposed to get goes in Kanyes pocket you dumb fuck so you paying him off of what the you do.. all the energy, and time dont mean shit so you can shut the fuck up.. thats why I left yo dumbass". Me and Drake was quite as fuck. But, I wanted to say something rude and smart as fuck to get her mad cuz I thought It was funny. "Actually, you got famous after I did and you know this you were my girlfriend while I was famous so that how people know you.. you wouldnt be shit without me but maybe a housewife.. and I dont give a fuck about the whole Kanye thing at least im gettin money and Im Finally Famous.. what you think I named my album that for??".
"Just shut up dammit", she said with an attitude. With that I said peace to Drake & I left. As I got in my car i thought about a few things. She must be really done with me? We probably would be married by now. We might have had kids too. I sighed and drove to my house speechless
