it was fun while it lasted | woetoshawXoc story

23 never meant to be

Bellas POV

the brunch ended quicker than it should have, my mood played a massive part, and simon and talia could tell. 'im sorry guys. im gonna head back to Brighton later, i feel like its for the best.' i spoke before leaving.

i got a cab back to the boys house and slowly began to pack. i never thought that harry would cheat, especially with his ex. i thought what we had was strong and meant something, it was special. i picked up my clothing that was downstairs in the laundry room and placed them in a a seperate bag so i knew what to wash when i was back home.

'bel, please dont leave, im sorry for what happened, i only love-' harry spoke but i cut him off 'dont. dont say that word. if you LOVE me you wouldnt have still went ahead with the plan to meet them, you wouldnt have put yourself in that situation to even kiss her. but you did, so please tell me why i shoudnt leave?' i spat back at him, fighting back my tears. 'i dont exoect you to forgive me but, what about simon? he needs you here doesnt he? he loves having his little sister around, we all love having you hear. Please dont leave. im so sorry, i dont expect you to forgive me but please know im sorry and i will spend everyday making it up to you.' harry spoke softly. 'im sorry harry, but maybe... maybe it was never meant to be.' was the final thing i said before walking out of his room. harry didnt chase me, instead i could his soft cries through the door but i knew i had to leave, i couldnt stay no matter how much i loved him. i was left broken.

he broke me and i was exactly how i was when i first came to London, 6 months ago. i came broken and i left broken. the only difference was that i learnt how to love again, before that was again ripped from me.

i got on my train and returned back to my home, sitting in my dark room before finally making the first move and removing all traces of Harry's and mine relationship from the internet and my phone. As much as it hurt, it felt good.

'maybe it was never meant to be' played on loop in my head as i drifted off to sleep.

the end

A/N it was rushed but im glad i can finally end this book after almost a year, my writing still hasnt gotten any better but hey lol. all the other A/Ns were removed for the sake of they werent relevant anymore. (follow my insta dreamteamsimp404) i also have another book out - called untold truths and im also going to plan on finishing my other book, Corpse husband ~ agoraphobic in the next few days or possibly weeks.