Our Unborn Baby

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A/n: So guys as I said I'm going to reveal what inspired me to write this story is connected to my family.

I have two sisters and my elder sister is married, we were so happy when we heard the news that she was pregnant, I can't express how much happy I was at that time. Every day I dreamed about the baby. I was so excited to meet the baby and I don't know why I felt fear, I pray every day to God to protect the baby. I thought the fear of losing the baby is maybe I was reading stories and movies that's why I feels like that, I Start to avoid my feelings and enjoy the time with my sister. Everyone was so happy but when she was at her 5 month pregnancy period she had bleeding and we quickly went to the doctor, but the doctor said it's okay there is nothing to fear just be careful. We felt so relieved when the doctor said like that but when she come back home she started to bleed again so without thinking we take her to another hospital. When we were there the doctors took her scanning to check about the baby and then we heard the most shocking and heartbreaking news. The baby lost his/her life already, I cried a lot, I couldn't accept it. I was not ready to believe that. For two more weeks, she stayed at the hospital with a broken heart. If I had this much pain then how about her and my brother-in-law condition,
Everyone was in my family were crying. At that time I had my 11th class last public exam I couldn't concentrate on my studies, all I know is crying. I cried a lot thinking about the baby and cursing fate. And the exam result came I just passed in that subject. But a month later I work hard and improved my marks but I couldn't hold my tears anymore, every day I cried. I couldn't have the courage to face my sister how can I when she was this much broken...

Slowly time erased the hurt full moment. But she was afraid of having another baby, she wasn't ready to be pregnant again. She was scared, scared of losing another baby again. But everyone gives Motivational words and courage to through everything.

After two years she was pregnant.
It took two years to erase the scary past still she was sacred. When she was pregnant again she doesn't have any hope. She was hopeless every time thinking maybe it will like the past. But I don't know why I felt like the baby will born as their child, and my heart kept telling me it was a baby girl. This time I was her caretaker, I was always with her for all help,. I was so happy when I get the first kick from the baby, every movement of the baby giving us hope. She starts to come back with hope. I don't know why I felt like her first baby reborn as their child again and I find lots of names for the baby. But again fate tested us with another level. She had Bleeding again in her one week before the due date. She was 8 months pregnant. At the time we all had a fever, first my dad had and second me and my mom, so we stayed in upstairs rooms in my home and my two sisters stayed in down stare but we were late, she got the fever,... she had pregnancy pain and we quickly went to the hospital, When we admitted her in the hospital they tested COVID, we never expected that she was COVID positive, it was another shocking news for us when I heard that, tears automatically formed in my eyes, and then my mom checked and she was positive too. My whole family confirmed COVID positive. The doctors shift her to another ward for COVID patients. My mom couldn't stay there so she comes back home. My brother in law was crying he lost his courage when he heard the news. And the doctors said they need to operate the baby out, the heartbeat is decreasing from time to time because of lack of oxygen. And my brother-in-law signed the Paper for the operation while crying. I was dying at my home I don't know what to do or what to say at that time. After waiting two hours we heard the happy news, she give birth to a baby girl as I thought. It's a baby girl. Fate played really hard for us and the last it gives happiness too. We all thought she had the operation but it was a normal delivery. We longed to see the baby's face, but we could not even see her because of covid. We saw her through a video call. And I was the one who named her, I never thought I'll get the chance to Name her. Her name is 'Eva ayrin' my baby angel. Now we are a happy family, our all happiness comes back after her birth.

So guys this reason made me write this story. I want to express my feelings through this story about how much I hurt when we lost our baby, and I saw you all go through the story and feel the pain and happiness with me.

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