He is tired (Break)

Part 20

Nightmare POV

After everyone was dismissed the boys, me and Ink were sitting in the living room and nobody were saying anything. In the months I was with Ink I realized that I am actually not in love with him. I think I just wanted to be his friend maybe I was jealous because Dream was friends with and even in a relationship. You see Ink was always happy but you saw the he had a rough past but I didnt care. I was a selfish living being but...then after Error came telling us what he saw I felt something I didnt felt a long time...pity. I wanted to help him because I thought Im in love in him but I was wrong the reason I wanted him because he understand me he was brought in this world and he even had it worse than me....

Thats why I made a promise for myself. When the war is over I will pay my sins. I want to make people happy even if Im the gaurdian of the negativity or lets say the person who owned the body...but he is dead because of me...I didnt want it. I wanted to help...I always saw how much he suffered but I couldnt do anything because I didnt have a goddamn body. If I were there for him he wouldnt eat the apple and kill himself.

You see after he ate the apple his body got completely destroyed and he died the most painfull death and because I was in the tree and I felt the pain he felt without dying. And because life isnt fair they replaced them with me I got his corrupted body I felf his pain his memories...his pain...

I was full of hate so I killed everyone I didnt care about anything but me why should I otherways they caused me and him pain nothing more...and Dream I thought he loved him but all he did was that he...I was a monster. I know he is right I AM a monster but he didnt know it wasnt me he thought it was his brother. After everything they had been through together he just said he is monster...

So I decided that when I killed Dream I will kill myself not because Im tired of living no but to make the world a better place. If both guardians die new will be born and hopefully they will make a better jop then me and Dream. But right now I will spend my time with my loved one...my family...

I smiled to myself and I think the others realized because they were staring at me like they saw ghost probaly because rarely no actually never smile.

No One POV

Nightmare: "What?"

Killer: "Your smilling...who died?"

Nightmare: "Wth. Cant I smile without someone dying?"

The others: "No."

Nightmare was staring at them for a minute before starting laughing

Nightmare: " *laughs* God your so stupid"

Ink: "Okay. You know what this is to much for me and my non existing soul *laughs* Im going to sleep, bye."

After Ink went to bed Nightmare looked at the others.

Nightmare: "Guys, I have to tell you something."

Horror: "What is it?"

Nightmare: "I realized that Im not in love in Ink. He is all yours."

Cross: "What! Why? What happened?"

The gang were looking at Nightmare questioning

Nightmare: "I just realized that I am not in love in him. Dont get me wrong he is still important for me but more platonic love. I mean think about it.Do you really think you love him that way?"

The others: "..."

Nightmare: "If you still love him that way I will support you as much I can. Goodnight."

After Nightmare went to sleep. The guys went to thinking about the words Nightmare said.

Were they really in love in Ink or what was that feeling?

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