Ever Enough? (On-Hold)

Seven

Life went on for me. There was this girl who left a tremendous scar in my life. Ilang beses akong bumalik sa hospital pero hindi ko na siya nakita muli.

Tinanong ko yung mga nurses and caretakers kung dito ba nagtratrabaho si Bliss. Pero ang tanging sagot nila ay matagal na daw umalis si Bliss. They were stunned at first and the silence was quite defeaning no one dared to answer my question hanggang sa ang manager na ang mismong nagsabi sa akin.

They said she didn't work for them but she was a patient there. Silang dalawa ng lolo niya. Yung lolo niya ay nasa home for the aged center ng hospital nila while si Bliss ay inilagay sa Mental Care Institution nila. He said that she was severely insane and that it took a 7 years to bring her back.

Ang I was hell shocked with their sudden revelation. Pagkatapos daw ng pagkatino ni Bliss ay bigla siyang tumakas. Umalis ng walang paalam. Hanggang sa pumanaw ang kanyang lolo. Hindi pa rin siya bumabalik dito at wala na silang balita sa kanya simula noon.

At hindi ko na rin siya nakita.

Umalis siya.

There was a small spot inside me that ached for her. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero gusto ko siyang protektahan sa mundo. Gusto ko siyang alagaan she was frail and I wanted to help her. Gustong gusto ko siyang makita and I don't know how. Because its been a year and I never even caught a glimpse of her during the days that passed by.

Nawala siya bigla na parang bula.

Kung saan man siya ngayon, sana masaya na siya. At hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang babaeng may isang matamis na ngiti sa labi na parang walang pinoproblema pero sa loob looban niya'y sobrang watak at wasak pala ang kanyang buhay.

I'll never forget her. Kahit sa maikling panahong pinagsamahan namin. Pinasaya niya ako kahit kaunti.

Hindi ko man malalaman kung buhay pa ba siya o wala na siya pero sana magpakita siya sa akin muli.

She's like the wind. She's everywhere. Soaring through the skys. Dancing with the trees. Travels anywhere. And I could never see her.

I hope she still remembers me.

Because, I cannot forget the first day my eyes laid upon her beauty.

She's a great person behind those broken smiles. I can see innocence in her. Even though the world took it away while she's still young.

Bliss, wherever you are,

I fell.

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Hey guys!

It took me soooooo long to update this. Sorry pero filler chapter lang muna to. Wala na kasi akong maisip eh. I know na sobrang tagal na talaga akong hindi nagsusulat kasi nawalan ako ng gana sa writing. I needed to catch up on some few things. I'll try to continue updating this and hopefully finish this before summer ends.

Thank you so much to whoever is still reading my shitty works haha thankszxc so much it means a lot for me.

Hugs xx
Gen