It all started when I was sitting by myself looking at the woods time wanting nothing it was all quite and dark the perfect setting for it all to happen i was tempted to do it while thinking * imagine me dead, going away, a peace for once and not hurting no more, all at once there is nothing, no tomorrow*, but thats when I heard footsteps coming towards me, my hearts starts pumping but then the footsteps stop and i notice a lad around my age sitting next to me.
It went silent for about a minute or two until he goes "hey" I hesitated but managed to say "hi?".
He picks up something was wrong straight away so he introduces himself by saying "I'm jack by the way, what about you?" I go "I'm harper" as my voice trembling while I'm trying my best not to cry, i looks at him and we both lock eyes and all of a sudden i start crying and starting to apologise while he is trying to find what's up, I wish I could have the words to speak, but sometimes it's hard to find the words, the words to describe how you feel. I tried but i just couldn't
So i bleared out with "I'm fine i really am".
I felt so stupid when i said that but then realised he believed her even tho you could see the pain in my eyes.
So i thought to myself * I guess he is really fucking stupid if he believes that bull shit*
