Hometown Preferences

Something your Insecure about

Cian

Your always scared your not good enough for him. He's off with so many bug opportunities and so so many fans, he could have almost anyone but he chose you. You see it almost as a test to keep up with the fans and keep pleasing him because your so scared he might leave. But every night when he says he loves you, holds you until you fall asleep your fears replaced with that lovely feeling.

Brendan

Your really conscious of what the boys think of you. Your scared they don't think your good enough for Brendan and being his best friends that they might persuade him to leave you. Of course they'd never do anything like that, you just can't help the paranoia. But Brendan notices so every so often he organises some sort of group evening where you all go bowling or something and everytime the boys are always so lovely.

Josh

You hate yourself full stop. Your body, your face, your hair, your weight. Even though there was nothing wrong at all you couldn't help feel that way. Josh sometimes caught on to the way your feeling, like when you wouldn't come out on the beach in your bikini because you were too scared of what the boys might think of you. But he always managed to put a smile on your face, wether it was by telling you an over and over how perfect you were in his eyes, or bringing you home instead and cuddling with you all night watching Netflix and giving you random kisses.

Dayl

Ugh your smile. Your pretty sure it's the single ugliest thing in the world so Dayls sense of humour doesn't help when it gets you laughing all the time. You always realise a second later that your teeth are on show then immediately shut your mouth, looking around to make sure no one saw. It also didn't help that the rest of the band had the most perfect teeth. You knew Josh shared your problem til a few weeks ago, but then he got his braces off and of course his smile is perfect too.

But Dayl thinks it's perfect. You know your teeth are crooked, spaced too widely or something. But whenever your taking photos Dayl constantly nags you to smile properly. Some times he ends up using his fingers to squish your cheeks so that it looks lien a real smile. You've got braces now though, the ones on the backs of your teeth so hopefully it won't last too much longer... you've always got Dayl to make you smile anyway though.

Dean

Your accent is something you hate. He thinks your accent is adorable but you think completely differently. Most people have cute Irish accents or at least vaguely normal sounding ones but you were positive yours was not normal at all. The way you said you threes like trees, that sort of stuff. Of course no one else found anything wrong with it. It was only for the random interview where some recorded would catch you on the street with Dean that you'd try your best not to talk.

But now Deans gotten into the habit of imitating some weird Russian acc ante or something so you don't think yours is as foreign. He always talks to you in it which ends up making you laugh. And Dayls alter ego voice generally makes you feel better too.

Ryan

You sometimes go a bit overboard laughing. At least that's what it sounds like to you. Your pretty sure you snort, or your too loud or something. People seem to be looking at you when you stop. Of course it's only in your mind but you can't accept that. Ryan on the other hand loves your laugh. He loves that you can let go when you find something funny that your not like most girls who just do a fake flirty giggle. He tries his very best to make you laugh. Unfortunately it means he tickles you... a lot.