Keeps Me Alive

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"Your son is so beautiful" Beyoncé admired as she eyed Caresha's lockscreen gushing over the little curly head boy with the cutest eyes she's ever seen

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"Your son is so beautiful" Beyoncé admired as she eyed Caresha's lockscreen gushing over the little curly head boy with the cutest eyes she's ever seen.

"Thanks girl. He's cute , but bad as hell. Always getting into stuff he shouldn't be into but that's my baby boy" Caresha nodded as she accepted her phone just in time to see a text from Shawn that made her smile.

"How old is yours?" Caresha asked ignoring his message for now.

"Four" Bey whined poking out her lip at the thought of her baby getting older and starting school one day. "My mom thinks I have him spoiled but he's my only son . For now at Least" Bey sighed remembering her current pregnancy every now and then.

She didn't know if she was really prepared this time around

Somedays she'd wake up and completely forget that she had a baby growing inside of her until she felt a pain or noticed that some of her clothes weren't fitting .

She didn't remember gaining weight this fast when she was pregnant with Jaden, but then again she was a 115 pound teenager and her body had to open up and her hips had to spread to prepare for his arrival .

Now that she had the right curves and her uterus was used to making her belly a home for the next few months , she expected things to move a little faster.

She could've hugged Jerome when he said leggings were apart of the uniform . She didn't have the money or energy to be ordering new jeans from fashion nova every time she went up a size and she didn't plan on switching to maternity clothes until much later in her pregnancy.

At 16 she was lucky

She went from a size 3 jeans to a size 5 because she was all belly and had maintained her figure

Her snap back came almost immediately after delivering her son

She went a bit crazy after that, dying her hair pink and wearing more revealing clothes in the hopes to make up the years she missed being a carefree teen due to being a mom. 

"You're pregnant?" Caresha asked trying hard not to sound disappointed. She couldn't believe that Shawn was dicking her down and sending her cute messages when his baby mama was sitting right in her face pregnant with his baby. This was the shit she hated .

Like why not keep it real?

All he did when he was at her house was complain about how hard it was to be around Bey and how she complained too much and viewed him as immature which lead to many arguments.

How was he going to be there for her while his girl was preparing for another baby

"Unfortunately" Bey said reorganizing the uniform shirts in her lap to give her hands something to do while she felt her nerves start to build up .

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