The Windows To Our Souls - Draco Malfoy Love story

Realisations Book 2

AN: I've moved it from the actual book to this one.

Summer xxx

Chapter One

Dear Diary,

I still can’t believe what that woman did. She hurt Draco and made a fool of herself in the process. I mean starting a duel in the middle of the platform is foolish; she could have been arrested for crying out loud. I may be mad at her for doing what she did but I’ll never be able to hate her because she’s the one that raised me from being little. They may hate me but I don’t hate them. I can’t hate them.

So it’s December already and it feel like just yesterday that I was pulled into Snape’s office for Molly’s actions. Harry and Ron were nearly expelled for missing the train and flying a car to get to school they are mad. They had the nerve to blame me for it so I was in even more trouble. I ended up with a detention cleaning all of the cauldrons without magic after fist years had attempted their first potion. I REALLY DON’T LIKE THEM RIGHT NOW!!!

So it’s the Christmas dance in a few days and I haven’t got a dress to wear. I want Draco to ask me but I doubt that he will because I’ve heard that he’s asked Pansy. So I don’t have a date either. But Pansy, really? She looks like a pug. I may sound jealous and well I am!!  I can’t help it; I really like him. Okay I also like Blaise but not in that way exactly. He’s like a brother to me and that’s it. I’d best go anyway because Astoria wants me to go down to breakfast with her.

The events that transpired on September 1st are still fresh in my memory and I hate that; I don’t want to remember.

Flashback

“Let me go!” I shouted to the twins but they wouldn’t let up. “Please!” I begged but their grip wouldn’t loosen. “Draco’s hurt.” I tried again but to no avail. Lucius and Molly were in the middle of a duel not paying attention to the boy on the floor. Why were they even doing this? Didn’t they understand that I didn’t want to cause a fight? All I wanted was to get by and not cause fights.

Finally, after what seemed like hours, the fighting stopped. Both Molly and Lucius looking dishevelled in appearance and if looks could, they would both be dead six feet under right now. I ran to the unconscious form of Draco and shook him gently, “Draco?” I whispered while lifting his head into my lap. His eyes opened and I knew that he was fine. I sighed in relief and glared at Molly. “Why would you do this? This is between us not them. They shouldn’t be involved!” I shouted. “I am so disappointed in you Amelia.” Was all she said before walking away without a backward glance to me. In that one moment, I knew that I was no longer her daughter; I was somebody else, a Slytherin. I knew that I was supposed to be there.

“Hey, Mia.” Greeted Draco from the door of my room. “You’re not supposed to be here, Draco. “ I said with no emotion; I was not in the mood to talk to him right now. “What’s the matter?” He asked as he came and sat on my bed next to me. “Nothing.” I lied but he knew me too well. “Mia.” I shook my head telling him that it didn’t matter. “You can tell me.” He encouraged but I shook my head again. I didn’t want him to know that I was jealous of Pansy going to the dance with him. “Que faire si je ne veux pas vous le dire?” I asked in French as Pansy strode; in a large smirk crept its way onto her face once she spotted Draco.

“Drakie!” The ‘pug’ yelled and I shuddered in disgust. “Well if you’ll look at the time I’d best be off. See you later Pansy! Draco!” I said before I sped from the room but not before Draco said something, “Nous allons poursuivre notre conversation, Mia.” I heard his voice whisper from where he was still sat on my bed, looking uncomfortable. ‘He didn’t like her?’ I thought, ‘Maybe he like me.’ I shook myself from my thoughts and glared at the wall. “What did the wall ever do to you, Mia?” Questioned Blaise and I gave him a questioning look, “What?” I asked. “Well you’re glaring at the wall as if it killed you one true love. In other words: Draco.” Teased the other Slytherin. “Of course not!” I denied. “You my dear friend are in denial.” Blaise stated with a smirk. I glared before I flounced off toward the courtyard, where Fred and George were waiting.

Ever since the day of the Dual, I’ve come to realise that not all of the Weasley’s hate my guts, just: Molly, Arthur, Ron and Ginny. I don’t know about Bill and Charlie though. I need to learn to stop hating about those who hate me and just ignore them but that’s… easier said than done. It’s hard though because I’m in the same classes as Ron mostly and I can hear him and Ginny bad mouth me to the other Gryffindors. But I know that what they say are lies; I never hexed Ginny when I was six for one. The twins usually back me up and it’s nice to know that I have some support.