Do I Need Help? I depressed Deku x kacchan

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Dekus pov

When i heard my alarm going off i already regretted waking up. I wake up get down, cook breakfast, my dad walkes in, he beats the shit out of me, i do the dishes and get ready. It's a miracle that im still alive.

Today was the same again. he hit me with a half broken beer bottle said say the same again "useless child! Die already." those were the last words he said before he walked away, he didn't even eat my breakfast, bitch. I know I know, but somehow I just cant. as weird as it sounds There's still one person i want to confess my feelings before i die. Kacchan. But he will never love me anyways.

I went up and took a shower, after this the clock told me that i only have 30 min left before school starts. Fuck.
I quickly changed into my uniform and put my shoes on. I looked at the clock, i have 25 minutes. When i almost got out my dad said "I'm going on a fucking trip with my boss for a month, so don't fucking ruin the house! you bitch" he said as he walked into his room, probably to pack his stuff. I wanted to answer but i just decided to keep my mouth shut. I'll just stay at the dorms this month. I went out and got my bus in time.

I made it just in time, good now no one will stare at me and i only have to deal with uraraka and iida. Speaking of which there she comes! "hey deku! How are you?" "I'm fine, thank you!" i said with some ramdom smile. Ughh i hate it when i have to pretend that I'm her happy friend (just as a friend¬-¬).  "uraraka, we should go to our seats the teacher will come very soon!" typical iida. Always so strange.

Finally mr. aizawa comes in. "class attention please. You'll do a bunch of assignments today because i didn't got my coffee this morning. Work together or alone i don't really care." and with that he got into his yellow sleeping bag. I put on my music and looked to urarakas desk, good shes working with iida now i have nothing to deal with, yes.

After a while what felt like years it was finally lunchtime. That means no one would get on my nerves and i could go and finally cut myself. After everyone got out i went to the rooftop where no one was. I sat on the edge of the rooftop

I looked at the blade, it was so cool. I just let it slide through my skin a few times, it felt weird, I don't know how to describe that feeling. "yay, another thing I'm too stupid to do."
I mumbled. Now 7 cuts on my arm, cool I guess. I looked at the pure red steal it looked beautiful. it was even shining because of the sun.

I went down to the classroom to get ready for the next stupid lesson not knowing that someone was following me.

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I hope u liked this first part! This is my first story so the chapters are pretty short as u can see hehe....

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