Never Giving Up

Chapter 5

Lilly's pov
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After lunch I tried to meet Emma at her locker but she wasn't there. she told me she would be. there's no way she took that long in the bathroom right? As a safety precaution to my dear friend, I went to the bathroom to check if she was there. I walk in and do one on those 'check if anyone's in a stall' squat and there is one stall with a person. I walk closer to it.

"Um...Emma? are you in here?" I said softly. I hear soft whimpers in the stall and knock.

"Emma, are you okay? I'm worried." I say and she opens the stall with a small white stick in her hand. it's not what I think it is.....is it?

"Lilly," she sighs. "I'm pregnant."

I stand there in shock and take the stick out of her hand. i look at the test. Positive. Who's the dad? How long ago was this? How could she do this? How come she didn't tell me she was seeing some one let alone sleeping with them?

"Emma, how could you not tell me anything? Why didn't I know you were seeing someone? Why did you keep this huge secret away from me? I thought I could trust you!" I yelled and walked out the door not looking back. After all I have done for her she does this in return to me? I hate this fucking school!

Emma's pov
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I stood there with the guilt. She was right. I should have told her. but it was for her own good. the fact that she just walked out on me indicates she never wants to talk to me again. I feel worthless. No one likes me because of her. now I'm gonna be known as the slut who got pregnant. I go to the door and lock it. I walk back to the mirror and see myself. A woman. A girl. I start to tear up and watch my self shed millions of tears. I did this to myself. how could I be so stupid to allow myself to that and not think about the future. I dig through my back pack and find a broken mirror shard and pick it up I look at myself once more and take the blade and takes a slice on my arm. cut after cut. Repeating the same words over and over again.
your nothing.
your nothing.
your nothing.
The blood drips off my skin to the sink creating a pool. after a good 20 cuts i roll my sleeves, grab my things, unlock the door and walk out. I got and say I'm not feeling good and take the rest of the week off. Lilly with never forgive me for what I've done and I will be lucky if she ever talks to me again. I have to talk to him. he needs to be here for our baby and he's not getting out of this scary mess.
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Aweereeee crapnuggets! Cliffhanger! Who's the dad and she's preggers! I just wanted to say thank yall for reading my story it means alit that yall care about this story because this is where most of my deep thoughts are put into one :)
MayTheOddsBeEverInYourFavor,
Julia😗