Possible trigger warning: intrusive thoughts, panic attack description
The minutes ticked on. Yoongi's final class of the day ended and he started his route back to his shared dorm. He couldn't help but let his mind wonder to the dark corners... Finals were in less than a week, he's nowhere near prepared. He's failing his math credit. That's the only thing keeping him from graduating.
As Yoongi stepped into him and Jimin's dorm the self doubt started to seep in. The thoughts turned into a sea of 'what if's' and he was being pulled down into the deep end.
What if he failed college? Would Jimin hate him? After all he'd be a failure. What is he wasn't good enough? For himself? For Jimin?
He could feel the tears in his eyes fall. He couldn't help it. It was overwhelming. He was starting to drown.
What if Jimin left him? What if Jimin is only dating him out of pity? What if- what if he died. What if Jimin was better off in that case?
This was the breaking point. Yoongi let it all out. He cried with all the energy left in him. His shoulders shook, heart raced, breathing became rabid. He felt his legs go numb and collapse under him. Dragging himself into a corner he brung his knees to his chest and held them tightly.
Yoongi trembled and sobbed. In this moment he felt, pathetic.
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Knight in shining armor (yoomin)
Fanfiction⚠TW: brief mention of self harm, mention of anxiety, depression, and intrusive thoughts, anxiety attack ⚠ Other than that is fluffy! It was an extremely stressful day for Yoongi, so much so he crumbles. Luckily though his boyfriend Jimin saved the...
