{Trigger warning: depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts}
~present day~
As Yoongi finished his last college course of the day and started to walk back to him and his boyfriend Jimin's shared dorm room he couldn't help but let his mind wonder to all the things that were stressing him. He started to think of all the final exams he had in less than a week and how he was failing his math credit he so desperately needed to graduate. As Yoongi stepped into the shared dorm the self doubt started to set in. Yoongi's thoughts started to turn on him. What if he failed college, would Jimin hate him? What if he wasn't good enough? Yoongi could feel the years welling up in his eyes and starting to gently fall down his cheeks. But he couldn't stop the evil thoughts now. What if Jimin left him? What if Jimin is only dating him because he feels bad for him? What if he died, would Jimin care? What if Jimin was better off with him dead?
With this Yoongi started to sob uncontrollably, his heart was racing and he was starting to breath heavily. Yoongi felt his legs become numb so he collapsed in the corner, bringing his knees up to his chest, holding them tightly. Yoongi started to tremble and sob harder. In this moment the mostly confident Min Yoongi felt pathetic.
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Knight in shining armor (yoomin)
Fiksi Penggemar⚠TW: brief mention of self harm, mention of anxiety, depression, and intrusive thoughts, anxiety attack ⚠ Other than that is fluffy! It was an extremely stressful day for Yoongi, so much so he crumbles. Luckily though his boyfriend Jimin saved the...
