Burn It Down

Chapter 7

I got everything moved into Zacky's house, Matt helped us.

"Are you sure you can do this?" Matt asked.

"I'm sure." I said.

He nodded and hugged me, I felt sad to leave my dad but I thought it was for the best for me to get out of my comfort zone.

"You got this." Matt said, letting me go.

I nodded and waved as he drove away. Zacky walked outside and I felt happy. I felt happy to live with him. He made me feel happy.

"I'm glad to be here." I said.

"I'm even more glad." He said, smiling.

I smiled as we walked inside, I decided to unpack the rest of my clothes.

"So... what do you wanna do?" Zacky asked.

"I don't know.. I was thinking just to lay here with you. I want to have conversation. I want to know more about you." I said, smiling.

He smiled and kissed me. I loved his kisses. Whenever we kissed I always lost track of everything.

"So, what do you wanna know?" Zacky asked.

"I wanna know what life was like before Avenged Sevenfold happened." I said, smiling.

"Well, I was just an ordinary kid. I had a girlfriend named Jessie but she dumped me when I got in the band, she didn't like who I hung out with. I had amazing grades, I was successful, I was just a nerd." He said.

"I figured you'd be good at school." I said, laughing.

"For sure. What about you? What was life like?" He asked.

Nick.

"Well, I was homeschooled. I never went out because I was always forced to stay home. I had no friends, no boyfriends, no nothing. Not even a cellphone until I was 16." I said.

"That sounds so bad. And, Nick. Did he do all that stuff to you when you first went into the home?" He asked.

"No. It happened a few months after. Then it happened even more. It was terrible. I hated every second of it. He's the reason I never wanna have sex again." I said.

"Baby that's not sex. That's rape." He said.

"I know, but I couldn't imagine what sex would be like. It's all so weird and icky." I said.

"Well, hopefully one day I can show you how amazing it is." He said, winking.

"Maybe." I said, smiling.

I was never a fan of sex. Nick made me hate it. Well, I learned that what Nick did wasn't sex. I just didn't know completely what sex was. But, did I even want it with Zacky? I loved Zacky but, what would happen when he would want it?

Shit.