Quixotic
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As Dabi and Shiggy waltz around the forest, surrounded by their closest friends.. It feels fantastic. He's never experienced this type of happiness. He loved it.. he would kill for it if he did not already have Dabi. Shigaraki kissed him tenderly, like he would crack if he was too hasty.
He was absolutely infatuated with his husband.
Shigaraki leaned his head on his chest, listening to the thrumming of his heart as Dabi and him swayed in one and other arms. The calloused hands tangled up in his porcelain hair, making Shigaraki's body untense of all doubt. The pale and frail man was so giddy this morning while getting ready, Toga was the only one stopping him from forgetting his gloves. He loved how the fire user dusted any of his pain away.
It was perfect.. relaxing. He could stay here forever with this man. As they eased in a slow tempo of sway. Shigaraki closed his eyes, as he melted away
…Melted away…
Three, slow pace weeks.. forever unchanging. It gets harder the more he stays awake. He wants to wake up.
And to know.
That his husband is beside him, in his light arms. Making him melt, making his heart feel full.. but.. his heart never will feel full, only heavy, as it felt with burning air.
Burn this broken world, huh?
It doesn't matter who died. The Earth still orbits the sun at the same pace as before.
He will never be free of the new found feeling of suffocation in his soul. The forever broken heart that gave him excruciating pain to think about the life he took.
He looked out to the glowy, ageless.. forever there moon.. mockingly shining in. Illuminating shimmering tears that pooled in his eyes, and flowed in a lukewarm river across his nose bridge and on his sheets. It was a cruel thing for him to imagine having someone forever in his heart.
He wasn't upbrung for love, or kindness.. he was supposed to end the world on his own, not with someone who would get in the way and die to keep him– to keep him safe.
That's how he felt.
He wanted to perceive it like that.
He will dust this world.
Decay it.
Crumble all the heroes beneath him.
The world will end for him
For them.
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Happy April Fools Day. I could not help myself.
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Romancethis is just a smut/lemon filled story for you guys, there will be some fluff at time but it'll be very small bit. The first few chapters will be only small bit of lemon as their relationship is just starting. Tropes: Bdsm (sometimes) and secret rel...
