"When it rains, it pours." I mouthed as I read the post on our bulletin board.
I chuckled when I heard noises outside, it was the sound of raindrops hitting the ground.
𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓯𝓵𝓾𝓴𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼?
I decided to continue on my way to the gate and leave the school. This is the last day of our junior year. It was supposed to be a summer vacation, but since this is a university, our vacation ends up on rainy season. Hahahahaha!
When I reached the waiting shed, few students are here. Possibly waiting for their ride home? I don't know. I put my earphones on and play my favorite song.
𝓘𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓸 𝓼𝓪 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓴𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓸 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓵,
𝓘𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓸 𝓼𝓪 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷, 𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓸𝓽 𝓴𝓸'𝔂 𝓭𝓲 𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓵 🎶
Smiled when I heard the lyrics and stared to the ground, whereas the raindrops fall. Do cockcroaches get drowned? Hahahahaha!
𝓘𝓴𝓪𝔀 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓵,
𝓐𝓷𝓰 𝓹𝓪𝓰 𝓲𝓫𝓲𝓰 𝓶𝓸'𝔂 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓴𝓪𝓲𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓪𝓷 🎶
I realized it's been four years since I had my last relationship. It drained the shoot out of me. Is it possible to feel drained emotionally while drowning with your thoughts? Pft!
𝓘𝓼𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓭𝓪𝓶𝓭𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓷, 𝓲𝓴𝓪𝔀 𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓵,
𝓜𝓪𝓷𝓲𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓪 𝓴𝓪 𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓪, 𝓼𝓪 𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓫𝓪 🎶
I smiled again. I realized I've been drowning all my life due to my past. I wasn't able to reach for my breath. I wasn't able to move because I was always waiting for the storm to stop.
Maybe, life is not about waiting for the rain to stop? Maybe life is about going out of our comfort zones and run through the storm.
Oh! My ride home was here. Hahahahaha! I walk to get inside the bus.
All my life, I've been drowning. Right now, I know for myself, I should learn how to swim. I need to fight the currents that immerse me and stop going with the flow too often.
