𝙑𝙚𝙣𝙩

:<

So I and my parents talked about my future and colleges to apply to and shit.

So like MIT and Harvard.

So I'm like sure

But I'm kinda scared of what's going to happen if I get rejected.

Like it's was my dad's dream that I should go to MIT.

Look I would be happy if I ended up in a college like that since I would be kinda set for life.

But at the same time look at me I'm writing a ranboo x reader book, Listening to comfort ASMR, And secreting going to LGBTQ+ club.

All these things I hide bc my parents will be disappointed in me.

Like I don't even like the school I only go so I can talk to friends and not feel like shit for 2 minutes.

I legit write drafts in class, But I can't publish it in school since it's blocked but when I get home I pretend to do homework instead I'm writing stuff like this.

Also, I swear that I feel like 50% of u guys are in middle school for some reason.

Bc, I don't think a 26-year-old will be reading a rant. {If ur actually 26 I'm sorry TvT}\

I'm going to be a bloody mess when I older. I can't focus on things unless I like what there talking about, Which sucks since I don't even like most of the classes.

Btw children don't follow this pathway unless u want to be a FUCKING dissaponiment . And if u follow this path and end up being set for life then good for u.

Here's the thing If I get into a big school like MIT or something I don't want people seeing my friend. Not bc I want to be like a corpse or ranboo and shit.

It's bc I feel that if people think I am a cool person and don't look at my face then they truly mean it. And I can't tell people apart I like to think that the world is a wonderful place.

But it's just a place full of shit.

૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა./づᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊°i shoot u >:

(૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა./づᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊°.~♡︎with love tho-