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I FUCKING HATE MYSELF

MY DAD CHECKED MY GRADES AND I HAVE 2A's 4B's And ONE C 
AND I GOING TO FUCKED OVER SO BAD
BC MY DAD WILL YELL AT ME THAN SAY "sorry" LIKE THAT FIXES EVERYTHING.

I AM SO SCARED FOR MY LIFE I NEED TO RUN 

I also cried while writing this while eating cookies because I'm very stressed since my dad is coming in one fucking hour

And tmr was a half-day so I was going to be like"Can I hang out at my friend's place since it's a half-day"

But now I fucking can't

He's probably going to say it's bc of that phone

and only let me have it in school or not at all.

OR homeschool me

make me go to a different school

or something like that

ANd I was already having a bad day and I stayed after school for club and that made my day better 

But now it's worse

I knocked on a door as a prank and Ima have detention now

And that's going to get my dad more pissed

I was going to the consular in 4th period bc I hate that class and bc I need to

ANd the teacher was like"Sit down I'll take attendance then u can leave"

WAS THERE FOR THE ENTIRE CLASS PERIOD AND I'M NOT GOING TO ASK AGAIN BC SHE THE STRICTEST TEACHER IN OUR GRADE

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My dad came and we had a talk and he said I had it over my phone and I'm not allowed to use it at home bc I skipped.

I half lied

and My dad was willing to discuss what to do to get my grades higher.

He's like"Do YOU want me to take away your phone when you come home, Only one club per week, and no iPad?"

I said "Yes" to everything

bc that's what I deserve 

I'm a pretty shit person

Who skips

doesn't do their work

I" M A FUCK DUMBASS OK

I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON

I am happy that my friend with me didn't get in trouble because I would feel really bad

Also, my dad said It's bc of my friends 

And that's kinda true but also I don't want to hang out tmr bc I will just be a mood ruiner

if I'm not even happy/normal.

I fucking hate life