New love

Part 33

I wake up in the middle of the night with nightmares again and sit up.

I look around and don't see J.

I get up and go to the living room and find him playing Madden in the living room.

I sit down beside him and he glances over.

"Hi baby." He says.

I half smile in greeting and leans against his shoulder.

He kisses the top of my head and continues playing his game.

I get onto the floor on my knees and sit in front of him facing him.

I put my hands on his thighs and he looks down while biting his lip.

"Keep playing." I wink.

He licks his lips. "Fuck."

I pull down his sweats and he lifts his hips so I can help. I pull down his boxers and he kicks them off of his ankles.

I look at his already hard dick.

He glances down when I just wrap my hands around him.

He bites his bottom lip and runs one of his hands through my hair

I shake my head. "Play your game. I'm just supporting you."

He chuckles and looks back up.

I finally, ever so gently, lick a drop of precum off of his tip and he groans.

I remove my hands and lay them on his thighs while leaning down and licking his whole length.

He groans against and I slowly lower my head down onto his shaft. Over the past months I've been practicing so when I look up and swallow most of his shaft until he's at the back of my throat and I have to wrap one of my hands on his shaft afterwards still he smiles down at me proudly.

"I'm so proud of you." He smiles.

I blush with my mouth still down on his dick.

I swirl my tongue around his shaft and start to bob my head up and down.

He puts his controller on the side after a couple seconds and pauses the game.

He grips my hair and his own head falls back in a daze.

I look up innocently and he tilts his head up to look at me before grumbling "Fuck."

I giggle around his cock before he thrusts his hips up while holding my hair and starts guiding my head roughly.

He slides down my throat and it gets to be too much and I smack his arm.

He keeps going anyway for a couple of seconds before I smack his thigh really hard against and move away when he finally lets me go.

He's still and looks up at me "I-I'm so sorry."

My eyes are full of tears that are half from gagging and half from being a little upset with him.

I get up and walk away into the guest quarters of the house.

I get comfortable in the bed and curl into a ball.

I didn't like that. At all.

There's a soft knock on the door but I don't answer it.

I sniffle.

"I'm sorry." J whispers.

I curl into myself further.

"Can I come in?" He asks.

"No." I sniffle.

He cracks open the door softly "I'm so sorry baby."

I put my head under the covers.

He walks over and I feel the bed dip under his weight.

He flips the covers from over my head and looks at me "Are you ok?"

I glare up at him "You hurt me."

"I'm so sorry. I'll make it up to you." He says and strokes my cheek.

"How?" I ask and look away.

He stands and throws his shirt off, leaving him in boxers. "I'll give you me."

I swear those words are so much more powerful than they should be.

He jumps on top of me and kisses me.

I smack his cheek a little lightly and shake my head. "No."

He looks confused.

"No." I look away.

He kisses my cheek and then my neck "Come on baby."

"James Richard Garoppolo." I finally look at him "I said no."

My accent is coming out since I'm angry.

"Fuck." He bites his lip "That's a really sexy accent."

I look away and get him to roll off of me finally.

He stands and looks at me almost glaring.

I must look scared because his features soften and he looks regretful.

"I'm so sorry." He whispers. "You sleep in our bed and I'll sleep in here. I want you and the boys to be comfortable."

I shake my head "We're fine in here."

He bites his lip "I'm sorry."

I look down and put a hand on my stomach.

He cups my cheek and I flinch.

He shakes his head "I wouldn't ever hurt you. I just got way too eager instead of waiting and i'm sorry."

"I forgive you." I whisper and kiss his palm.

"Sleep with me?" He asks.

I shake my head "I'm too comfortable."

He laughs "I'll sleep in here."

"That would require me scooting over." I scrunch my nose.

He chuckles and kisses my forehead "I love you."

"I love you more." I whisper.

"I love you most." He whispers before leaning down and kissing my stomach. "I love you guys."

I smile and pat my fluttering stomach. "I think they're saying they love you too."

He smiles even wider and leaves the room.

I roll over and can't sleep.

It's the middle of the fucking night and I can't sleep.

I look around the room and sit up.

I huff and cross my arms.

I get up and walk to the room where J is laying there scrolling through Instagram on the bed.

I nod at the fact he hasn't noticed me.

I slowly and quietly walk in and lay down on the bed behind him.

He turns and sees me and half smiles. "Couldn't sleep?"

I shake my head.

"Me either." He puts his phone on the nightstand and pulls me to his chest.

We finally both fall asleep.

I finally have good dreams tonight.