Lance

Part - 13 Lance

~Samanthas Pov~

I got out of the water shaking my hair and blushing so hard that I tried to hide my face from Lance.

Lance was once again laughing his butt off while starring at me.

Like I said before, I love it when he laughs because he doesn't do it around other people.

It may have made me sound bad, but I felt special in a way.

but I knew that probably wasn't true so I shook away that thought.

He took off his shirt jumping in the water and he swam over to me.

I don't even know if I'm his girlfriend yet but, honestly, I'm loving the thought of it.

I think we were, just not officially yet.

He swam over grabbing my waist, my heart lurched.

He leaned in to kiss me, but then I remembered.

I swam back a little pushing myself away from him and I looked down.

"Uh you ok?" he asked me in a surprisingly sympathetic way.

"Lance", I spoke softly, " I uh- saw the engagement letter from Brook in your room I-"

He cut me off as he swam to the bank f the pond going to get out, he was holding his hands on his head in a sort of stressful mad way.

"Fuck" he said, his body was turned away from me.

I just stayed there in the water wondering if I should get out, I certainly didn't expect this reaction.

Well, I don't really know what I expected, but this was not it.

He turned to me whipping his hand over his mouth and down his face " Look that was a long time ago and uh-"

He sighed, " why is he struggling to explain this?" I thought to myself.

" There's things I still need from her, and she still loves me and I don't," He said ranting on as he paced around.

" Look I don't fucking know ok !" He yelled at me, which at the time startled me.

He walked to the car and sat there, He then reached over rolling down the window as he picked up a cigarette.

I sighed getting out of the water, if I was being honest with myself I was freaking out.

He is dang sure scary when he is angry...."And I don't even think he's that angry" I thought to myself.

"Note never gets on his bad side," I said to myself quietly before opening the passenger side door and hesitantly climbing up and sitting down.

    I sat there with my head low as I had no clue of what in the world was going on in that man's head.

    We didn't speak the whole way home " Was he mad at me or something?" I thought.

He parked the truck at the house and before he could get out I spoke up" Uh Lance?".

He didn't look at me he just stopped to listen to whatever I had to say.