Things I could tell you

Things I could tell you #10

Its been a while
My sincerest apologies
For have kept you waiting
I don't agree with it
Yet I still do it

In order to make up for my crude behavior
Allow me to give you a
Quick recap on what had happened
I wont mention everything
A no brainer
But I will tell you what's most relevant 

I stayed at grandmas again on Wednesday
This time around I was able to come every closer to my goal in strengthening my bonds with my family
This time it was Melvin,
Mary, Casey, Angel
I made it clear that I will help them all
I will set time aside for them
They matter to me the most
We played DOS and we drank together
We even smoked weed
All of us
(I did it incorrectly, it "burned" my wind pipe)
We are doing good progress
My grandmother was grateful to have us there
She claimed that we were her angels
I owe her a portrait and I've decided to paint one
And I will do whatever to make it happen
It want it to be done before the end of the year hopefully but ill do the most i can by then

Thanksgiving was well. I helped cook a bit and saw my other family.
They all look well
I drank In front of my uncles as well
I've yet to see how they feel about it I didn't see completely their reactions
Yesenia was impressed
Things are ok for the most part
I got another vision for my drawing final
A vast space
Large room
Quite large
Very dark
With lots of bodies
People? Beings?
reaching/heading towards a small flood of light
An exit?
Coming from above
A continued struggle
We do whatever it takes to be the one
To live
Or have the opportunity for a second chance
Mangled twisting contorting bodies
Fighting
They all want that light