Beautiful Silence

Secret book.

5-29-19

Diary entree #1

Welcome to the real world,

Things aren't what they seem today.
Suicide is all over the news.
Silence falls after blades are dragged.
Black veil Brides is split,
Apparently your not suppost to cheat on your wife.
That's a new law isn't it?
Yeah, I guess it is.
Uncle Matt, he just came in.

I look up from my diary to see my Uncle Matt.

"Hey Uncle Matt" I say drawing a heart on my skin.

"Hey, Sweetie. What's up?" He says hugging me.

"Um. Just writing. " I say closing my diary so he can't see it.

"What are you writing about?" He asks me.

"Girl stuff uncle you wouldn't understand" I say looking to him.

"Come on, Amber, I'm M.Shadows of course I would. You can talk to me " he says sitting down on my bed.

"Uncle!" I say in a groan.

"Niece" He says looking at me.

"Uncle Matt. I just... Promise you won't tell dad?" I say wrapping my arms around him.

"I promise Honey, tell me" he says hugging back.

I pull up my Black jacket sleeves and lay my arm in his hands.

"When did you do this" he asks running his thumb across the scars.

"A few weeks ago" I say looking up to him

He kisses my arm.

"I'm sorry I wish I was there to help." He says sadly.

"It's alright Uncle Matt, I'm gonna continue to write OK?" I say.

"Okay you want me out?" He asks.

"Not really. You can stay if you want" I say laying on my stomach again.

He gets up and turns on little piece of heaven on my radio.

He lays beside me.

As darkness rises and the good falls,
The Beasts inside of people, are taking over,
I'm losing myself slowly.
Kersten is dead.
Rock in peace, you crazy girl.
Murdered on 3/16/2117.
Who ever he was, I will hate until the day I die.
He deserves to burn.
I will find him and I will kill him,
Maybe if I don't kill myself first.
.....where's my dad?
Jimmy? Yes him,
Don't even think about it.
I swear if he's out with a girl.
I'm daddy's girl and I won't accept another girl in his life,
I'll kill her too.
List of people to kill
1.the guy who murdered Kersten.
2.Dads girlfriend.
3.any girl that comes in my Uncle Brian's,Uncle Zack's ,Uncle Matt's or uncle Arins life.
4.....My Beast.

I close my Diary.

"Uncle Matt? Will you stay here with me until Jimmy gets home?" I ask laying my diary on the nightstand.

"Of course" he says laying down at the top of my bed.

I curl up in my skinny jeans and avenged sevenfold shirt.

Uncle Matt wraps his arms around me after he takes off his shirt.

I lay my head on his chest tracing his deathbat on his stomach and listening to Jimmy sing.

I fall asleep to uncle Zack singing the vows.