The voices will keep you awake,
Throughout night and day.
Are you afraid that you'll break?
Or are you trying to keep yourself at bay? ~
You look at yourself and you can't seem to understand what makes you feel like this. You look at yourself and what you see disgusts you. You look at yourself and you feel like crying cause you can't see the beauty you see in others. You don't feel like you're worth it, you don't feel wanted, you only feel the hatred towards yourself arise from the pit of your heart. You look at your reflection and you start pointing out everything that you don't like. There are so many things it's impossible to keep up with it all, but yet you do, and you keep adding on and on to it.
Why can't I have flawless skin?
Why can't I lose weight?
Why do my clothes fit like this?
My arms are too big, my stomach too. I should probably cut down on some foods...
Why am I not changing?
You thought of throwing it up, so why don't you?
No, you can't. You don't want to be a bother or a disappointment to anyone.
But you'll be prettier if you lost weight. Just do it!
Voices, voices, voices....
They're never going to stop.
They're never going to let you live down your actions.
Never.
