Why does he hurt me

Can't Handle It

Mickeys Pov

After my lil nap i woke up to get ready for school i kept thinkin bout wat happened dis morning and if i tell mom bout she probably won't even believe me and jus say im delusional or sum shit.

(Flashback)

I waz sittin on the floor cryin my eye's out wen he walked through the door wit sum duct tape and a rope. I tried to get up and run out the room but it waz too late and i blacked out and wake up to find myself tied to the bed wit tape all on my mouth.

Dad-ur finally up. Now it's time to have sum fun babygirl.

He climbs on my bed rippin my clothes off while im screamin him to stop but he keeps goin and wen he got down to my bra and panties and snatched dem off revealin my naked body and i seen him take a condom out his pocket while pullin down his pants shovin hisself in me.

Dad-damn girl u so fuckin tight.(groans)

While he strokes deeper inside of me i thought at that moment my life waz over for me and this is fucked up how a father would rape his own daughter for no apparent reason and taking her virginity and doesn't even show sympathy for me.

2 hours later
He finally got off of me and told me to get ready for school cuz he's suppose to be droppin me off. After i got cleaned up i ran downstairs so i cud get outside to the car but he beat me to it.

Dad-back yo ass up u dumb bitch!

Me-*mumbles* fuck u

Dad-wat waz dat?

Me-nothin*soundin scared*

Dad-get in the damn car.

As soon as i got in he pulled off and i didn't realize he waz rubbin his hand up and down my thigh.

Me-wtf

Dad-have a good day!

Me-wateva(getting out the car and he drives off)

So i go in the school doors and i spot the girls at my locker waitin for me.

Layla-hey girl bout time u hot here.

Ciara-im sayin.

Me-yea well i had a ruff night.

Ciara-at least ur here and i tonight we have to go to toxic bottle wit da rangers right?

Me-damn i almost forgot thanks for remindin me.

Ciara-no prob boo.

Layla-oh and speakin of dem here dey come.

Day-hello ladies.

Girls-(wave)

Ju-so we still on fa tonight?

Me-yea y?

Ju-nun jus makin sure

Me-alright well we gotta go(started walking away wen Julian told her to hold on)

Ju-um Mickey u ok?

Me-yea y wouldn't i be?

Ju-becuz u usually have a mouth full of words to say wen bother yall.

Me-look i jus didn't get any sleep last night so im tired and im fine.

Ju-ok

Wow can he see through me or wat cuz i know da lt he knows dat sumthin us up and he will try and find out wat it is so i have to play dis shit off like nothin ain't wrong so let's try and see how dis goes.

Ciara-hey wat waz all of dat back there wit Julian?(concerned)

Me-oh nun jus wonderin if i waz ok.