𝔹𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 • 𝔹𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕋𝕣𝕚𝕠 𝕩 𝔽𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕖! ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛.𝟷𝟹

!SLIGHT-NSFW CONTENT AHEAD!
!READ WITH CAUTION!
!MDNI!


Three weeks have gone by with you 'dating,' Ran Haitani, and things have gotten a little easier for you. The sun shining, though it hardly happens considering it's been quite a rainy October so far, seems to be a little brighter than it had been the last two months, and the world seems to have a bit more color in it. As great as everything is starting to seem, you still couldn't bite back the thoughts gnawing at the front parts of your mind.

Is he just doing this out of pity? Was the very first thing you had thought when you woke up the morning after you let Ran inside your little world. Seeing his peacefully sleeping face in the early morning sunrise that had cast a beautiful golden glow to illuminate his porcelain skin had almost seemed too surreal to you.

It's no secret that he's a player, and one of the most sought out bachelors in all of Tokyo, and probably most of Japan at this point. He was known for his arrogant attitude and sexual attraction that brought a plethora of women to his bed, and you wondered if maybe that had been his goal.

Does he know that I'm quick to attach to people? You wondered the night you two had spent cuddling up in your bed, watching some sappy romance movie that he had picked out for the two of you to watch. It was nice and comforting and it just so happened to be the night you two had shared your first kiss.

It had been sweet, and tender, bringing tears to your eyes that you fought so desperately not to let spill over the edge. You had thought you looked away from him just in time for him to think it was just your embarrassment and nervousness from your close proximity, but he saw your glossy eyes.

Just as he saw everything you did.

From every longing stare of yours, the ones that would end the moment he even began to turn his head towards you, he saw. He saw and felt the way your body would tense up at his touch, knowing full well that you were only reacting like that because of your past. He saw the way you would disassociate when you were caught up in your own mind, and would often be more than willing to gently pull you out of that state, afraid you would go back to being the way you had been for the last two months.

And finally, he saw the way you looked at not only his brother, but Sanzu as well. He knew you had a hard time with maintaining eye contact, but it seemed especially hard for you to even look at their faces. Your body was tense whenever they entered the room and at first, he had thought you were scared of them. He knew you three hadn't been on the best terms before your trip to Okinawa, and he thought maybe that had something to do with it.

It wasn't until he had caught you basically eye fucking his brother, who had come down the stairs one morning without a shirt on, that it finally click in his head that maybe you had some sort of attraction to the other two men, and he sure as hell didn't mind.

In fact, it was an unspoken agreement between the three males that they would be whatever you wanted and needed them to be. Whether it be friends, lovers, or even just a sexual relationship, all three men were ready and waiting for your signal - though you'd never known.

You, on the other hand, were still nervous and unsure about everything around you, including yourself. Ran could tell you were insecure, and it broke his heart every time you would frown slightly when you caught sight of your own reflection, before looking away quickly. He could see the way you would tremble when you would fight back tears as you thought about yourself and the life you've lived, and as much as he felt good about helping you break out of his shell, he knew you needed more.

But how does your new boyfriend go about trying to convince you, to let three other men into your relationship?

"Princess, you in here?" Ran's voice echoed from the stairway that led down into your basement where you were currently punching the living shit out of the heavy bag that was chained to the beams in the ceiling. You couldn't hear him over the sound of the music blaring through your headphones, so when he rounded the corner and walked through the doorway, he simply leaned against the frame and watched you with a lazy smirk on his face.