TW//Sh and Suicide
They all tell me that i need to be better
That i'm not good enough
Im to fat, im to ugly, Im not perfect
But what really is perfect is it an hourglass shaped body
Is it a perfect jawline and skinny thighs is it beautiful chocolate brown hair and deep eyes is it perfect teeth and a pretty smile
Can perfect be a chubby body
or a non-visible jawline and fat thighs or dirty blond hair blue green eyes crooked teeth and a bad smile
NO it can't be and if it could then i would be good enough
Maybe if they saw the effect then i would be enough then they would take stupid pity on me like im some abandoned puppy
It's all "you're not enough" and "you need to be better" until they see the side effects of what there saying then it becomes "you're perfect" and "don't change for anyone"
That only happens when they hear about all the times that this 13 year old kid has been starving themselves to get that perfect body
When they see the scars on the kids wrists and thighs
Cuts and burns cover there "un perfect body"
Or maybe the fact that this kid has felt so worthless that they didn't want to be alive anymore that fact that this kid was only 6 when it started
A 6 year old with a heart full of gold they tried to make some friends and ended up wanting to be dead
But hey that doesn't matter why because they don't have a perfect body because they aren't enough
Because they needed to be better
