"we only need each other"

"stop crying"

uhh i accidentally deleted the part before this one so you might be confused but basically what happened was that y/n went back to the shop and she was talking with fez and she met faye and ashtray was saying why y/n was there and fez said that it was because y'all are friends

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i woke up happy because i was gonna go see supposedly called my friends again, which are fez and faye, i got ready and it was 4:30 pm, i wore some sweats and a hoodie and started walking like always, a couple minutes passed and i was walking into the gas station

faye- it's y/nnn
fez- wassupppp, how are you
y/n- hi i'm good, how are you?
fez- i'm good thanks, right now we're about to close for the day
y/n- oh damn
fez- it's coo though, you can come over our house
y/n- really?
fez- yeah ur chill so i don't mind
y/n- wow okay, i would like that
faye- yayy
ashtray- aye fez where's- what are you doing here again?
y/n- i'm just swinging by
ashtray- everyday?
y/n- yeah why not
ashtray- go home
fez- y/n is actually going home with us
ashtray- you gotta be kidding me
fez- she's chill
ashtray- we don't even know the girl
fez- chill bruh you act like she's gonna live there
ashtray- well we gotta go then cause mouse
y/n- who's mouse?
ashtray- none of your god damn business
fez- let's just go

ashtray rolled his eyes and faye put her arm around my neck and we walked to fez car, i just followed the way faye was going and fez and ashtray were finishing closing the shop down, me and faye sat in the back and waited, a minute passed and they got in the car, ashtray looked at me and rolled his eyes

y/n- you got a problem?
ashtray- you have a big attitude problem for a person that looks innocent
y/n- don't assume next time
fez- yo can y'all get used to each other, is this what 15 year olds argue about
y/n&ashtray- ur 15?

we looked at each other and asked each other the same question at the same time

fez- is that a teenager thing
faye- woah
y/n- well i'm 15
ashtray- oh me too

ashtray looked forward and it was silent until we arrived at their house 3 minutes later

fez- okay y/n, be aware of guns and drugs and also my grandma, uh well she's in a deep coma so there's nothing to be afraid of
y/n- so you guys are drug dealers
fez- yeah basically
y/n- oh okay
ashtray- don't be a snitch or i'll kill you
fez- yo you needa chill

we got out the car and i walked into their house, it was pretty normal, there weren't any drugs and guns laying around so it wasn't like a big deal, i sat on the couch and faye sat next to me, ashtray looked at me and then looked away once i looked at him

fez- yo i think mouse here, ash take them and urself in ur room
ashtray- let's go

we followed ashtray into his room, he closed the door and i looked around his room, and faye sat in a chair

ashtray- uh you could sit on my bed i don't care

i sat on the edge of his bed, and he looked at me and sat on the floor

ashtray- so both of you be quiet and you aren't allowed to go out of the room unless i go out the room, fez is dealing with some stuff, you heard?

faye nodded and i was just thinking about some stuff like who's mouse and what they do, i was deep in my thoughts but i snapped out of it when someone poked my cheek, it was ashtray

y/n- why'd you do that
ashtray- you weren't saying anything
y/n- oh, well yeah whatever

he nodded and listened closely to fez and mouse just incase anything, it's been a couple minutes and ashtray grabbed a hammer, i was concerned, i raised my eyebrow and he looked at me and open the door quietly, he tip toed out the door and started making his way into the living room, a couple seconds later i followed behind him trying to be as quiet as i could, i was right behind ashtray now, he was ducking down watching them, then he ran and hit a guy in the head and hit someone else in a chair in the nose, i covered my mouth in shock and saw the guy that got hit in the head had a pool of blood around him and the guy that got hit in the nose was screaming and holding his nose

fez- brooo... what the fuck

he put his hands on his head and ashtray stood there happily, he dropped the hammer and kicked at the body, i was still shocked and i was in the same position, ashtray saw me and his mood changed, i ran back to ashtray room and closed the door, i laid on his bed on my stomach and dug my face in the pillow, what the fuck did i just witness, i started crying because it gave me so much flashbacks of my past, i heard the door open and i felt someone sit on the bed, the room was silent for a moment, i peeked a little to see who it was and it was ashtray, he sat there looking at his hands and sighed

ashtray- you good

i didn't say anything but i sat up and looked at him, and he looked at me

ashtray- why are you crying
y/n- nothing
ashtray- stop crying
y/n- it was just a lot
ashtray- that's my bad
y/n- why'd you kill the guy
ashtray- who, mouse?
y/n- i guess
ashtray- fuck mouse

tears still ran down my face and ashtray grabbed my arm and wiped my tears with my own sleeve

ashtray- stop crying
y/n- what's gonna happen now tho
ashtray- get rid of the body
y/n- is nobody gonna look for him?
ashtray- nah, i don't think so, he's nothing, so you good now?
y/n- yeah i think so
ashtray- alright, now go home
y/n- okay

i got up and ashtray followed behind me, i looked at the dead body but i stayed calm and before i left i asked faye for her number, i had to look through her phone because she didn't know her number or how to access it, i hugged her and then fez gave me his number, ashtray looked at me but i didn't bother asking him for his number, and i started walking out

ashtray- so ur not gonna ask for my number

i turned around and started walking back to ashtray

y/n- i shouldn't have to ask you, you should be asking me
ashtray- just give me your god damn number

i gave him my phone and he put his number in, he also changed his contact name to "ash<3" he smiled at me and gave it back, i said bye to all of them and went back home, what a good/crazy day

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