"we only need each other"

sleepover

this isn't proofread so if there's mistakes that's my bad 🤍

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we got to their house and we went inside, i laid on the couch and ash picked my legs up and sat down where my feet were, i rolled my eyes and sat up and looked at him, then he looked at me

y/n- you know there's a seat right there

i pointed at the single chair that was empty

ashtray- so
y/n- so why are you sitting here
ashtray- to keep you comfortable
y/n- ugh

he rolled his eyes and got up, then he sat in the single chair, i smiled and laid back down, but i started getting bored so i got up and stood in front of ash, he looked up at me

ashtray- what
y/n- i'm bored
ashtray- so?
y/n- can you get off ur phone
ashtray- depends
y/n- where do i sleep?
ashtray- idk faye sleeps on the couches, she combines them together so
y/n- where tf am i supposed to sleep? the floor?
fez- you gonna have to sleep with ash
y/n- HUH

i looked at ashtray and his eyes widen

fez- yeah, y'all will be alright, but i swear you know ya'll still minors right
ashtray- yooo, we not gonna do that typa shit, stop being weird fez
fez- i'm just making sure bruh
faye- so minors aren't allowed to fuck?
y/n- faye go to sleep or something, ash let's go

i pulled his sweater sleeve like he does to me and led him to his room, i looked around and the bed was big enough for two people

ashtray- what side you sleeping on
y/n- it don't matter to me

fez walked in

fez- i swear, no touchinggggg
y/n- we get it fez
ashtray- we aren't even together so there's no reason to be touching
fez- i mean y'all could still be touchy but not date
y/n- fez go talk to lexi or something
fez- oh shit i forgot to text her

he immediately took his phone out of his pocket and started texting her, he smiled and put his phone back in his pocket, i started smiling

fez- why you smiling
y/n- because you and lexi are so cute
fez- that could be you and ash
ashtray- okay bro, goodnight

he pushed fez out and closed the door, he sighed and looked at me, i laughed and he gave me a small smirk, i laid on ash bed and rolled over so he had space to lay, he came over and laid down

y/n- i swear ima kill you if you steal the blanket from me
ashtray- not if i do first
y/n- oh whatever
ashtray- y/n
y/n- ash
ashtray- tell me about ur life, because you never speak about your parents or anything
y/n- if i tell you about my life will you tell me about yours
ashtray- mmmm, sure i guess
y/n- okay, so basically my family wasn't perfect, my parents were both drug addicts, i'm the only child, my parents didn't even want me but they thought i would be good use to take care of them when they get old, so they took care of me until i was like 8 and then after that they just forgot about me, i mean i would go to school but i would have to always make food for myself, make sure i woke myself up for school, dressed myself, and they made me clean a lot like i was their maid, that went on for awhile, so i was taking care of myself for a long time but then at like 13 one day some guy was arguing with my parents and i saw everything happen in front of me, they were arguing over my parents not paying back and my parents didn't give a fuck and the guy had enough and hit my parents with a hammer and shot them leaving them lifeless in front of me, the guy saw me but didn't even care and just left, so i was there scared and traumatized and i didn't know what to do so i called my aunt crying and she came over and the cops came but my aunt said it was a suicide but she knew it wasn't so i was confused but then my aunt became my guardian and so now i have a house here but i live alone, it's my aunts third house, so she pays the bills and i just live there, and my aunt lives in a different state, i also do go to school but right now it's online (there's no covid btw but you still do online) my aunt is super rich so she sends me money like every three days to take care of myself so yeah

ash looked at me devastated, i could tell he felt bad, i sat up and he sat up also, he looked at me and hugged me, it felt so weird because ashtray hugging me? ashtray hugging someone? ashtray showing he felt bad? either way i still hugged back, he was warm and it felt so good because i hadn't had a hug like that in a very long time, we hugged for about a minute then we pulled away

y/n- you okay ash
ashtray- that's why you cried when i hit mouse with a hammer
y/n- mhm
ashtray- i didn't know
y/n- nobody knows until i open up
ashtray- i'm sorry
y/n- for?
ashtray- doing that in front of you
y/n- i'm okay now ash, it's okay

i smiled at him and he smiled back, we laid back down and ash talked about his family life and how his mom left him on their porch and never came back so then he was raised by fez and his grandma, and ash was saying how him and fez had to take care of his grandma, take care of the family business, and also sell drugs for a living, it was really sad how he was so young having to go through that, but we ended up falling asleep, i think i ended up being in his arms while we were sleeping...

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DONT READ THE BOTTOM IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED THE LAST EPISODE OF SEASON 2 AND IS PLANNING TO !!!!!!!!

THIS ISN'T REALLY A SPOILER BUT YALL OMFG THE LAST EPISODE OF EUPHORIA SEASON 2 GOT ME FUCKED UP, I WAS BAWLING YALL DON'T UNDERSTAND, IT BROKE MY HEART, WHO DID THIS, WHERE CAN I SUE

ITS OKAY THO CAUSE IMA STILL BE WRITING ASHTRAY STORIES UNTIL I DON'T WANT TO ANYMORE !!! LOVE YALL