"we only need each other"

tattoo

season 1, episode 5 spoilers not really tho
(ash is 15 in this story btw)
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i was at the back with ash, we have been really close and lowkey flirty with each other, i've actually fallen in love with him, but he doesn't know that, hopefully, i was standing in front of ash while he was talking to me about how aliens could be real and could take over the planet, but then rue and jules came in

rue- ash, we want a tattoo
ashtray- you do?
rue- yeah
ashtray- alright, excuse me y/n

he got up and i moved to the side, he grabbed tattoo stuff and put some funny big glasses on

ashtray- where and what
rue- on the bottom of my lip and i want it to say 'rules' r u l e s
ashtray- okay i know how to spell it
rue- just making sure
ashtray- now whoever is going first sit they ass down in this chair

rue sat in the chair and immediately put her lip down, and then ash started, he looked so concentrated, seeing ash doing tattoos makes me wanna get one, it didn't take long, after two minutes it was done, he showed rue in the mirror

ashtray- yo, looks good

he looked at jules who looked scared

ashtray- you ready?
jules- umm.... how bad does it hurt?
rue- it doesn't hurt like at all
ashtray- it's all good, i've been doing this for years
jules- i love you rue but there's no fucking way i'm doing that

a couple minutes went by and jules ended up in the chair with her lip down while ash did her tattoo, then he was finished in two minutes, they loved it, they paid ash $30 and then they left, ash started to clean up the tattoo things, i wanted one badly

y/n- ash
ashtray- yeah
y/n- can i get a tattoo?

he looked at me with a shocked look

ashtray- you?
y/n- yeah
ashtray- you sure?
y/n- duh
ashtray- where though?
y/n- i don't know yet
ashtray- what is it gonna be?
y/n- i want something really simple, how about 'trust" in a kinda cursive way but not really, and not big, just small but you know obviously where you could still read it
ashtray- sounds good, where
y/n- my lower stomach on my right side
ashtray- okay y/n, come lay on this tattoo bed
y/n- okay but hurry before i don't want to do it
ashtray- i'll try

he smiled and i laid on the tattoo bed on my left side, i was kinda nervous, i had a crop top on so i didn't have to lift my shirt up or anything but then ash came up to me

ashtray- squeeze my hand
y/n- i don't want to hurt you
ashtray- i don't care

he put his hand out and i put my hand into his

ashtray- you ready
y/n- yeah

i closed my eyes and he started to do my tattoo, it wasn't too bad so i opened my eyes and made eye contact with ash, he looked away but i kept looking at him

ashtray- stop looking at me like that i swear y/n ima fuck this shit up
y/n- ima kill you if you do
ashtray- don't look at me like that then

i rolled my eyes and looked away, i didnt even know how long it took but once he said he was done i tried to look a little but i couldn't

ashtray- you gonna let go of my hand
y/n- oh yeah

i let go of his hand and he laughed, he got the mirror and i looked

ashtray- that looks dope y/n
y/n- it doesss, you did a good job ash

ash helped me get off the tattoo bed and he wrapped the tattoo, he told me how to care for it and what to do, but he said it didn't matter because he'll help me, ash sat back down and i stood in front of him, while we were talking i kept seeing his eyes go to my tattoo

y/n- why do you keep looking at my tattoo

he was looking at my tattoo and i smiled, he looked back up and started to get nervous

ashtray- idk, because it's new
y/n- do you want a closer look
ashtray- yeah i wanna see my master piece

he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer, he looked at it very closely, i started getting butterflies and i was lowkey nervous

ashtray- it looks really good, maybe because it's on you

he looked up at me with his hands still on my waist, he smiled and i looked away because i could feel my cheeks getting red

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