THE DRUNK CALL

#2

"6 tequila shots" Khloe ordered. 

"Isn't it too much to start?" I said. 

"Hell, no" I shook my head and let her do whatever she wanted. 

A few minutes later the bartender handed us our tequila shots which we gulped down in one go. At first, it stings a little bit but later we get used to it. 

The night continued and we lost count on how many shots we actually had. 

After an hour later I was finally feeling free and out of the world. Khloe pulled me onto the dance floor and we both swung our hips with a beat. 

Drinking and dancing make me light and free but also brings back memories of my parents too. I was dancing but at the same time, I was recalling the moment when Jason and I used to dance together while laughing and getting a little touchy. 

Jason and I were very happy, I don't know what made him change so suddenly. We were happy and perfect or that's what I thought.

I didn't realise I was crying until I felt saltiness in my mouth. I looked at Khloe who was busy kissing this guy she met 5 minutes ago. I didn't want to disturb her so I went back to the bar and grabbed my bag to leave a message for her. I ordered a few more drinks before leaving, I don't want to get sober anytime soon. 

Giving one last try I looked at Khloe again who was too busy to notice my presence. I mean it's not like I feel left alone or something, we were both drunk, too drunk to notice anything so I don't blame her at all. 

Getting out of the club I realised I can't even walk properly. Fuck me for drinking too much and it's going to give me a lot of headaches in the morning. 

Getting a little support by the wall I rested for a few minutes. 

"FUCK YOU JASON" I shouted with all power and everyone looked at me as if I have grown horns on my head. 

Okay maybe I was a bit too drunk but it's all that bastard's fault. I mean how can he end our 4-year long relationship with just one stupid reason?

Cursing my stupid ex I started walking by the road and found an empty park on my way. I decided to take a little rest before continuing my cursing session. 

I sat on a bench and took my phone out. Khloe still hadn't replied so that means she's going home with the guy. 

I looked at my phone and realized there was something strange. Khloe removed my cover picture. I went to my gallery and found over 10000's of pictures, with my parents, cousins, friends and of course Jason. 

I opened a few pictures with my parents and instantly regretted it. I miss them terribly. Wiping the tears from the back of my hand and moved to the next picture where I and Jason were kissing. Well not kissing just our lips were touching and it broke my heart into peace to see that pic. 

I deleted the picture but it didn't satisfy me, so I went on the block list and looked for his number. 

"Fuck you Khloe." I cursed her because she deleted his number and now I can't recognise his number. 

Then suddenly I remember he has another number which I didn't save on my phone. I think I remember that because Jason asked me a few times to edit his phone number in some of his office files. 

I tried to recall and typed a few numbers on my phone. I clearly remember the first 4 numbers but the rest, I'm not too sure. I still finally managed to get all the numbers but the last number I have no idea. 

"Is it 4 or 7?" I stare at the screen. 

"I think it's 6, but Jason's lucky number is 2, but why do I care? Let's go with my lucky number and finish this" 

I took a deep breath and punched the last, my lucky number, 5. 

Dialling the number I waited for or to pick up the call. I know it's already late but still, he can't ignore my call. I know him very well. 

When he didn't pick up the call, it made me angrier so I called him again. I'm not going to get away this easily.

"Fuck!" He didn't pick up again so I dialled again. 

"You can't sleep soundly, after messing up my life Jason Mark." 

Ring ….

Ring ….

Ring ….

"Hello!?" 

'Ahh, finally but why does he sound so strange?' I thought. 

"Are you going to say something or not?" Jason shouted. 

That fucker has the nerves to break up with me for a useless reason and then shout at me. 

"Listen-" he started again but I'm not going to listen to more of his shits. 

"Shut up and listen to me. Who do you think you are? Are you the president? How can you do that to me? For fuck sake I'm your girlfriend. Now ex-girlfriend. We have been together for 4 years, FOUR FUCKING YEARS. Not for once you thought about that? 

You know how hard time it was for me, you know I needed you the most, damn it I just lost my parents and you decided to leave at this moment? 

What did I do? Where did I go wrong in our relationship? Ah I know, because I refused to sleep with you that too because I was too depressed after my parent's death? Your physical needs are more important than my feelings? For god sakes Jason, how can you do that to me? " I was a sobbing mess by now. 

"Okay, I was a little messy but you could have given me some time to adjust. You could have told me. You know, you were my last hope, my best friend, my partner. And you left me at my worst. When I needed you the most…. You never thought about the days we spent together? The smile we shared, our late night talks, sneaking inside the house after spending the whole night in a club? The kiss we shared, the dance we used to enjoy? Anything? 

I should have known that you were going to do that. You were ignoring me for the past 2 weeks. You even lied to me but didn't say anything because I thought you were just tired of my messed up life… I was so stupid to not realise that before… I stupid and naive but not anymore, I'm not going cry over a boy who never once cared about me before breaking up with at my worst. This is the last time we are taking and the last time you are hearing from me. It's definitely finished everything we had between us, from now on I don't know you and you don't know me…." I said and cut the call. 

I let my tears fall unconditionally. It felt so light and so right. But then I realised I forgot to told him one thing. 

I called again and before he could say anything "Jason Mark, you are the dumbest person on the earth and you are the fucking bastard who don't even know how impress a girl. And you're reason for dumping me is because I didn't have sex with you? well for that note Mr you don't even know how to satisfy a woman. Come on, you can't even stand for 10 minutes and you talk about the needs? I have to use a fucking toy to help myself. But still never said anything because I know it will hurt your pride and my love for you is more important to me…. You are a dick no, the smallest dick on earth. 

You're a dick head, asshole, son of a bitch, bastard, ************ " I shouted all the cursing I have ever known in my life. 

After cursing him to the infinity, I cut the call and a bright smile came to my face. 

"This feels so good," I said looking at the sky. 

Ring… 

I heard the ring on my phone and saw the same number flashing on my screen. I know who it is, so I ignored the call and started to walk. It was already late and I'm damn tired to deal with his pissed-off ass right now.