I never read that much. Because it makes me feels tired all the time, no matter how light it was. suffocating, same as when you suddenly drown into something you never even dive into. I used to drown, but they always let me breath in.
I want to be able to read again. like im used to. swimming freely, I barely stop till I reach the shores. Now Im affraid. especially about the waves. They somehow pull me back and forth, never gave me the end.
I also like light's out. It calming me down. Your mind became free, you don't have to be worried about anything.
But love of dark does not applied everytime. Sometimes it makes me scared too.
Especially about my friend's room. bad sign if it's dark. she's shy person so that she's always need to cover her face agains everyones. she's being honest only when she's alone in her room, with the light's out. Take off all of the tape, let the water flow through the cracks.
