Varieties Of Love (BL ANTHOLOGY)

Please Love Me

PLEASE LOVE ME

written by: Viridiosnithe

Yearning is an emotional feelings that won't allow us to leave the person we yearn for. Yearning love is like a drug. It's addicting. It's like loving a person that hurt so much but can't leave because we won't be able to breath without that person.

Since he was 16, Yael Wadley yearn for Sane's love. He doesn't care if he looks desperate just to see his Sane. Until now, he's already an adult. Already married to the love of his life, but couldn't get the love he deserves.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" Isang malalim na boses ang halos magpatalon kay Yael. Humarap siya dito at nakita niya ang kaniyang asawa.

"I'm waiting for you..." Yael tries his best not broke his voice. Ayaw niyang isipin nito na iyakin siya.

"Why wait?" Mas malamig pa sa pang-gabing simoy ng hangin ang boses nito.

"It's our wedding night, and you're late." This night should be special for them. They should be loving by now.

"In your dreams." Tumalikod na si Sane at naglakad papasok. Walang nagawa si Yael kundi sumunod.

"I know that you don't like our wedding, Sane. But for me, it's a dream come true." Nakarating na sila sa kusina. Binuksan nito ang refrigerator at kinuha ang isang

"A nightmare for me." Sane said while looking at him. Then look away like he was disgusted with his appearance.

"Don't say that."  I mumbled. His eyes is hurting him a lot. He also feels his heart breaking like a crystal fallen into the ground.

"Kumain ka na ba?" Tanong nito.

"Am I that unworthy?" Yael didn't bother to

"Can you please cut your drama? It's already late. If you already eat, go to your bed and sleep. Maaga pa tayo bukas."

Yael is really hurt, he silently stand up and left Sane at the kitchen alone. He goes to their room and close his eyes.

Itutulog na lang niya ang sakit sa mismong araw na dapat espesyal sa kaniya.

Yael woke up at three in the morning. He was excited to see his husband while sleeping.

Mabilis siyang lumabas sa kwarto niya at pumunta sa kabilang kwarto.

He found his husband peacefully sleeping. Ang gwapo kahit tulog. Mukhang anghel, ibang-iba kapag gising ito at laging parang galit sa kaniya.

He just sit beside the bed and stare at his husband's face. So perfect. Yael can't help but to smile stupidly.

Sane open his eyes and found a pair of round eyes looking deep in him.

Ihinilamos niya ang palad sa mukha bago bumangon, nag-inat siya bago muling tiningnan ang salot sa kaniyang umaga.

"Wala ka bang ibang gagawin sa umaga kundi bwesitin ako?" Sane snapped.

Yael blinks before saying, "I'm sorry. Gusto lang naman kita panuorin matulog." Can Sane blame Yael for lusting over him, when he is so hot early in the morning?

Sane looks at Yael who's now eye-fvcking him. He feels disgusted and left Yael to the bathroom.

The poor baby Yael just wait for his husband on the bed like a behaved puppy. He blushed when he remembered how sexy his husband is.

Sinadya talaga ni Sane na magtagal sa loob ng bathroom para masiguro na wala na si Yael paglabas niya.

Pero akala niya lang pala. Naabutan niya ito sa ibabaw ng kama niya habang nakatingin sa pinto ng bathroom, hinihintay siya.