manipulative mind || kokonui

four ;;

"ah, what to do? what to do? i don't wanna wake him up!" kokonoi thought as his heart leaped inside his ribcage, thumping ever so loudly that he thought it would explode when the male makes even the slightest move against him.

kokonoi's stiffen body finally relaxed as he carefully raised his hand to touch seishu's soft and fluffy cream haired.

he internally squeal when the palm of his hand made contact with his hair that was soft to the touch. there's no knots whatsoever entangled in the male's hair.

this may be his second time falling for someone- though, the first person was a girl, be it the male's older sister.

kokonoi wasn't a man that discriminate against homosexual acts, no. he never did care about all those stuff, love knows no bound as he was now experiencing it.

"love extends to the crows above," he whispered lowly, his eyes lowering down to study his sleeping face, unaware of the smile crafted on his face. "truly. you were one of a kind."

and so today, was the day kokonoi would have to retake his failed exams, after this, if, if he ever passed.

he wouldn't have the chance to see the male again.

speaking of the male, last week was the last time he saw him.

he wouldn't dare to wake the boy up, so he gather up his courage to actually carry him right into his room, tucking him in and tidy up the place they used.

it took him awhile, but yet again, he did it.

as he was in line to the class to take their exam paper, he felt as though someone had tapped his slumped shoulder. looking over, he saw akane, with her usual grin.

"hey, hajime! why'd you look so down?" she asked.

unlike before, by the time she would spoke to him, walk before him or even made eye contact with him- he would felt his heart race and the blush crept onto his cheeks.

yet now it just feels different.

without making much contact, he nodded. "i have a lot in my mind."

hearing the male's respond, the girl gently smile to him.

"don't worry too much, hajime. you'll do just great!" akane popped up her thumbs. "after school, i'll take you wherever to celebrate, seishu's gonna be there too! i knew you guys could be close somehow."

kokonoi cleared his throat. "is that so? he thinks we're close?"

ah, seishu, you're torturing the poor male's fragile heart. without you even knowing the effects that was taking its toll on him.

he enters the room stoic faced, but we don't talk about that. its the insides we're talking about, boy oh boy was he practically filled with joy. to the brim of his heart, thousands of lights bouncing back on his ribcages like fireworks.

as he exits the room, muttering a simple thanks to examiners. he saw the two right at the entrance, one was waving her hand and one was having his hands tucked inside his pocket with a small smile painted on his pale skin.

kokonoi had to bite at his lower lips rather gently to avoid his lips to stretch into a grin as he jogged to the two siblings.