◎Everyone left others for a reason, I too had a reason◎
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I flickered opened my eyes. The sunlight hitting straight in my eyes. The first and fresh ray of sunlight...
In hospital, we weren't allowed to go outside. Though I was ok but they said i have some mental issues and due to my past so I haven't recover fully and getting worst so it's risky to take you outside.
*Rolling eyes*
Those doctors and their so-called theories. I was fed up by their continuous therapies and questioning me daily. I was okay- but...yeah! I- I was just done with living and want to end it and that doesn't mean i was a physco, right? Yes! I am right...i don't care what people think.
I looked around and their was silence and me in the room. Is jimin still sleeping? He don't sleep till late, i know him very well till now, how ungrateful of me. I should have forgotten about him but i wasn't able to....
I hate the fact that I am still weak, too weak to fight him back and end my life. When that day will come? How many days more to go...?
Knock! Knock!
My thought came to a halt by the sudden banging on my door. I lightly said the person to come in. He entered with a tray in his hand. He had taken a bath because his cloth was changed into clean and decent clothes. His hairs were done properly and the design he has given to his hairs were the one I used to gave him. Why!? Is he trying to keep me in this world still knowing i won't! I won't care about him or listen him but do what i want!
He waved his hands infront of me, he was calling my name's for few seconds but I didn't have any response, that's how much I am occupied by my useless but reasonable thoughts!
"Are you okay?" He asked with a worried expression passing across his face. He tried to remove it with a slight smile occuring across his lips. Everything is just fake.
"Yea...why are you here?" I asked coldly
"For food and get ready we need to go somewhere.." he told me and the last sentence caught my attention, where are we going?
"Are you taking me for therapy knowing how crazy i am? Or to docto-"
"We are going somewhere else and you should be ready till 5:00 in evening" he said but it felt like he ordered me.
"Why should I li-"
"I am telling you not asking for your permission" with that he gone out of the room leaving me dumbfounded. What was that?
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Evening was about to come so i started getting ready. I don't know why but i shouldn't do this but something in my heart says that it is something good. What is he trying to do? Is he trying to make up with me with his fall assumptions? He will probably fail in it cuz I am already ready for everything to face beacuse my dission is final!
I wore a simple white shirt and blue jeans. Something different after many years. Wow, i look pretty. A unknown smile formed on my lips after million of years. I looked again at the mirror with that simple and small smile on my face. I am...no! You are nothing in this world and have nothing, theirs no happiness for you after your past, everyone betrayed you and will do it again.their no reason for being happy again, the past can repeat again so start to get back to your one and only wish
