This is my Kingdom come

~ Chapter 6 ~

-  Are you looking for some more lame excuses to meet me Christopher? First the postcards, now this,... - you give him the most playful smile fighting yourself to not laugh

-  You won't give me a break right? - he fakes sobbing in the cutest way - But, as long as it works... it's worth

You giggle as a response confirming his statement provoking the same reaction on him, just before his eyes find their way again to your mouth, asking for your permission to take control on it one more time.

He's kind hearted and patience enough to have waited for your phone conversation to end, but he can't hide he was missing your taste all these minutes.

Your lips are dancing frantically raising the temperature until almost tangible in the place. Your hands are instinctively caressing his strong neck and his visible and notorious collarbones you've always loved to look at a distance.

His hands haven't left your back. Once he reached to touch your skin there, he couldn't leave.

- Hmmm...- he grumbles

- What's up...- you ask between kisses

- This is bothering me - he pulls your hoodie enough for you to notice that he's referring to it while placing caressing soft kisses along your jawline

- Oh, me too, but... - it's inevitable for him to notice you're avoiding to look at him in this moment

- It's okay baby - For the first time he moves his hands from your back to your face, making sure you're seeing his reassuring look - just when you're ready - finishing calming you down with the lightest kiss on the tip of your nose.

You have in front of you the brightest eyes and the brightest smile you've ever imagined.

Is it really ok for you to accept all of this? it seems so, but still you need to hug him tightly again. You feel a little like Cinderella with makeup brushes instead of glass shoes, but one thing you know for sure is that in your embrace there's a real Prince who's doing his best to take you to his Kingdom.

- WAIT WAIT!!???- Suddenly you're a koala holding onto a strong tree trying not to fall down.

- Time to lay down and relax a little - he says as if he weren't holding you under your thighs, leading to your bed which was visible enough for him from where you were just now.

Never in your life have you felt so light. His strength is not well known for nothing anyway.

He puts you in bed so carefully you almost have no time to feel the softness of your mattress. Fortunately, your bed is as big as you asked it to be when they helped you to find your new home, so he can lay down next to you once he finished to accommodate you.

You two are contemplating each other face to face on bed without holding a single smile.

- You ok? - Chan worries about you

- Yeah sure! - you express with a melodic voice

He takes your right hand and takes it to his mouth, posing his lips on the back of the hand

- I worried I was taking things too fast again... the last thing I wanna do is hurt you now that I finally took the courage to make a move on you -

Here it comes again, the insecure Chan you are used to hear about his artistic skills, but never in your life expected to hear on your own bed. You find both of his complaints unfair coming from him. He's so perfect in your eyes you can't understand how he's so hard on himself.

- Chris you are far from hurting me for real... - you squeeze lightly his hand as you shorten the distance between you two - it's just... I'm still processing this -

- Oh for real!?- he giggles in surprise

- Do you really like me enough to put your public image in risk? - fear is talking through your mouth as you look down, embarrassed to ask him directly all of a sudden

- It's not that it's not enough... - you lift your gaze to his again - The more seconds I spend with you, the more I talk to you, the more I see you, the more I kiss you, the more you look at me, the more you laugh at me,... the more I like you.

You don't know if it's because you two are there lying in your bed, resting,... but you're feeling vulnerable as ever, allowing your eyes to tear up a bit.

- Hey no no no, baby please what's up... - He embrace you tightly without a doubt

- Oh fuck sorry I didn't mean to show me like this haha - you laugh a bit trying to soften the atmosphere

- It's ok if you need it to feel better - you get a comforting kiss on the top on your head - But please believe me... As I said this is not something I'm used to either and I know this is not being a regular first date at all...

- Things just came up like this - you completed his sentence

- Yeah... and I don't regret it - even if you don't like to separate a bit of his embrace, you need to do it so you can look into his eyes again

- Maybe you will - you look defiant at him

- Hahahahaha why would I?? - he knows something funny's coming

- What about the backstage. What about discussing with our leader about the styling for a stage. What about me having a heart attack when I see you changing clothes. - you make him burst out laughing once again, blushing at the same time - I'm gonna be unbearable those times I know...

- Seriously you... I'll gladly discuss with our very talented new makeup artist in any of the several private rooms we'll have - he approaches your face playfully - And about the other point...

- Yeah I'll have to be professional I know - you sigh

- That's my girl - this makes you blink twice

- Your?

- Ah that's right, I haven't heard a response... - here it is again, his cute faked pout

- To what? - you're loving to play the ignorant role

- It seems that it's you who doesn't like me in the slightest... - it's impossible to keep your facade cause he's taken your hand again and now you're feeling his chest even through his clothes

- This is rude from you!

- In which way?

You exhale, preparing for what's about to come out from your mouth. This is the point of no return:

- I like you so much I can't even bear it...

Chan smiles in satisfaction, sealing your lips with his just in case you regret what you've just said so you can't take it back.

This is another long, deep, and caring kiss. Confessing with acts better than you can do with just words.

Suddenly, you find yourself under him. You've been so inmersed in his taste you didn't pay attention to him placing himself on top of you.

- I won't lie... I can't be relaxed anymore

His lips are swollen from the friction and his voice sounds needy.

You two lock eyes, and you have the revelation about some detail. Something you haven't heard from him yet, as strange as it seems...

- Y/N...

Yeah, this is it, exactly what you needed at last to finally give him your everything...