This is my Kingdom come

~ Chapter 4 ~

You take your time before coming back to the crime scene. It's not like you can't found the cleaner, but you're not ready to face him after filling your cup of embarrassing things you can say in just an hour.

- Do you need help? - you hear him worrying about you

- Sorry I just found it!

"It's ok, you can do it!" you say to yourself in the lowest voice possible.

When you arrive to his spot you feel at lost. He's welcoming you with the brightest also shyest smile he's ever directed at you.

It's impossible for you to keep his gaze and the closest you're able to get him is a meter away.

- I know this is sad but I'm coming to clean my magic -

He stands up a little bit. Enough to get closer to you so he can reach your left wrist and pull you onto him.

You really think that you stumbled and could have hurt him someway, but you find him perfectly sitting on the sofa, right hand still on your left wrist and the other one holding your waist while you're literally on him, knees at both sides of his thighs... facing him.

No this wasn't an accident. He pulled you to him and it's a waste of time to think otherwise. Still you're looking into his eyes waiting for something to come, or something to hear from him, but the only thing you get is that damn beautiful smile of his.

- This is my first time cleaning a face in this position - you decide to play along

- That's a pleasure for me and makes me really happy - still smiling at you

Fortunately you had the product and a pair of cotton pads in your right hand enough secured when you fell onto him. You proceed then to clean the eyeshadows you applied on him minutes ago, not without regret because he really looked so beautiful in them... 

You take your time, cause you've never done this before to him... in such an intimate atmosphere. After leaving your stuff aside already finished, you can't resist this situation to run your fingers across his freckled skin, that maybe they're not as visible as his Aussie's bro, but there they are... and they're freaking beautiful.

- You DO have freckles here... - his eyes still closed, trusting you and your gentle touch

- Aha... little ones, and only visible for a few 

You're so into the moment that when he opens his eyes again you don't back off anymore. This is really happening, you're on his lap cause he wanted you there, so don't hesitate to keep moving your fingers downwards until you reach his lips. Those gorgeous lips you couldn't take out off your head in the last hours after that encounter in the backstage, and now you're looking directly at.

- Do they still remember...? - it's like you're asking to yourself but at the same time, you say it aloud looking again into his eyes wishing for a positive answer.

- They do - he giggles a little, making me happy - And they have something to say

Now his two hands are on your waist. Or something like that, cause your bad decission to pick a that oversized hoodie tonight is blocking you to feel what you need to feel right now. But there's something slightly more important now as you show in your expectant yet concerned face.

- They just want to remind YOU. Anyone else

He's not lying. Definetely not. And it's not just cause you trust him, but because you also trust your instinct and know that all the insecurities you had related to your interactions with him were just a mere self defense mechanism, just in case...

- Look, I'm not good at this cause it's kind of new to me but, something activated in me when you arrived to the company. I don't really know when exactly happened, but suddenly I found myself looking at you, hearing you talking to others while I wished to be one of them cause you looked like you've been here forever with everyone.

I've seen how straight forward you are, and your rush to learn more and better in here. I find it admirable... - he takes a pause here giggling a bit to himself before continuing - Even the kids have noticed these behaviors in me - Now his ears are nearly steaming in red

Of all the scenarios you could ever think, there was no room for such a complete and well explained speech from Bang Cristopher Chan about his feelings for you.

- Please stop... - you reach to beg him

- Oh no, don't tell me I messed up again...

- Stop, because this is being too much for me like, I'm the one who should be telling you how much I admire you. How much I wanted to work with you, how much I wanted to know Christopher and not only Bang Chan,... I was already living a dream getting this job... And now I'm here, with the worst possible outfit in the World while being confessed by the most perfect man I've ever met. It's too much too handle, you know? - He burst out laughing at this final plot twist in your reasoning

- See? I've also seen your sense of humor like this for several times and you can't imagine how much I love it...

At the same time you're turning red in all of your pores, he approaches you more than ever, tightening his grip now on your back with one of his hands while the other is still where it was.

Your right hand hasn't left his face this whole time, like you needed the touch to assure this is being real. Your left hand, resting on his neck and collarbone...

Feeling his lips on yours again turns you into an indescriptible ball of joy. This is something new, something very different to what you two felt this evening.

His lips are the most delicious thing you've ever taste not only cause they're thick, but because he DOES know how to use them.

He's treating you soft, at a slow pace from one side to the other one, and melting you down when you feel him smiling on your lips between some little kisses.