Hawk/Eli x reader discontinued(probably)

Prom

Before we walk in, I pull him back, into a hug. "Thank you Eli, for being here for me" he pulls away to look at me, I swear I saw him look at my lips before saying "of course, it's really no problem. And thank you for all the help, I'm happy we're friends now."

We exchange smile before head ti where everyone else was. LaRusso stops what he was doing "well, look who decided to come back. It's good to see you Eli and y/n. Or is it Hawk" "oh, doesn't matter. I'm just here to do what I can to help out the team." It was a beautiful thing to watch him grow. I really happy he's getting more comfortable being himself. "That's good. The more help the better. But first you need a gi, both of you" He pats out shoulders before going off.

Demitri was the first to greet him "good to have you back man" more and more hi's go around. But no one really acknowledge me. I was ready to leave, but I didn't, I stayed only for him. Even if he'd wouldn't need me forever.

-time skip-

It was the day before the dance, I wanted to ask Eli, I texted him, asking if I could come over to which he said yes to. Now I'm stalling at the door. Before I knew it, I was knocking. Shit, there's no turning back now.

The door opens to my favorite boy, he's so beautiful. As I stare at him, he lets me in. "Hey I wanted to see you, how you been" I start "I've been good, better now that you've stopped by though."

We conversant for a little, I was just about to ask him the question when he beats me to it "hey, are you going to the prom?" Stupid me replies "I'm not sure, why" "I was gonna ask if you wanted to go together, as friends of courses".

I Frown a little, did he lose feelings for me? He must have. Fuck "oh, um, I don't know. I'll tell you after I decide if I'm actually going or not." "Ok"

The rest of our time together felt off, I wanted to curl up into a ball and cry. I really need to stop depending my happiness on him. Fuck I've been eating just cause it makes him happy which makes me happy.

"Well I should get going" before he replies I get up and walk out the door hearing a slight "oh ok bye."

-time skip -

I didn't go to school the next day, I decided on not going to the prom. Even though I really wanted too. I texted Demitri telling him to tell Eli the news.

I haven't gotten any text from Eli so I assumed he didn't care. Right now I was crying, trying to get him out of my head. Fuck it, I thought, I'm going to that dance and confessing my feelings.

I shot out of my pit of sorrow, looking for everything I need. First u do my make up